standing alone with no direction
how did i fall so far behind?
why am i searching for perfection?
knowing it's something i won't find
in my fear and flaws
i let myself down again
all because
i run till the silence splits me open
i run till it puts me underground
till i have no breath
and no roads left but one
when did i lose my sense of purpose?
can i regain what's lost inside?
why do i feel like i deserve this?