i guess i've gotten used to being invisible to you. but don't
worry, i'm invisible to the whole world too. i'm finding it harder
to breathe, like something's pushing on my lungs. but that weight
gets lifted when the words of songs are sung. i guess what i'm saying
is, the songs are my life. if it weren't for that, i wouldn't trust me with
a knife. i'm not one for open feelings, i'd rather keep them inside.
i pretend that nothing gets to me, but i never let it slide. i know
people don't read this, i don't know why i try, but i guess this is the
place to be something more than shy. that's really all i'm known for,
being the one who's always quiet. i'm always told to speak up,
maybe i should try it. the thing is, i never wanted myself to be this
way, and maybe, just MAYBE, it would change me for one day. but
sitting here and wishing got no one very far, but i still try my luck
when i see a shooting star.