They put something inside of me
The smile is red and its eyes are black
I don't think I'll be coming back
Everywhere now reminding me
I am not who I used to be
I'm afraid this has just begun
consequences for what I've done
You were never meant to see
All those things inside of me
Now that you've gone away
I'm just tryin' to find my way
This paranoia turns to fear
This too is whispering in your ear
Pretending but I know you hear
That's how we fucking end up here
Can I ask you something; what did you expect?
So disappointed with what you get
Do you ever want to just get outta here
So disappointed; just disappear
IÂ’ve gotta let go
IÂ’ve gotta get straight
WhyÂ’d you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
I think I could lose myself in here
Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore
too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore
It's getting harder to tell the two of you apart
I don't believe you can even remember which one you are
Thrive
Just become
Your disease
Take
What you want
What you deserve
Yes
Yes of course
This is going to hurt
Hold me near
While I'm still here