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I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in
I try to look at you but I can't stop shaking
Leave me alone just go away
Mother I'm soo scared
I'm so scared

An empty bed but all of my sheets
Are gone
They're wrapped around me and you
All is quiet but the drop of my gun
'Cause I...
I want to belong to someone
But maybe life's not for everyone.

I been a drunk disrespectful little street punk
Unlock the back of my trunk
You see, you take this bat
And bash my head into the street again
No-ones around so I keep beating it

Pull my hair back, look me in the eye
There's a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy
It's the guilt of what reality has given me
Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity
And when you're sick you seem to think
You've failed eternally

And that the people you let in are only crumbling
When you're sick of thinking life in this recovery
When my decision paved the road
That lies in front of me

So to my friends that even call but I don't call back
I want you deep inside my heart upon a hill
It seems to hide sometimes and run away and wonder
I'm really sick of saying sorry but I will

Nyt on aivan pakottava tarve kuunnella Blue Octoberia o.O

i'm just a normal boy that sank when i fell overboard
my ship will leave the country, but i'd rather swim ashore
without a life-vest i'd be stuck again
wish i was much more masculine
maybe then i could learn to swim like
14 miles away

now floating up and down
i spin colliding into sound
like whales beneath me diving down
i'm sinking to the bottom of my everything that freaks me out
the lighthouse beam has just run out
i'm cold as cold as cold can be, be

i want to swim away but i dont know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean
let the waves up, take me down
let the hurricane set in motion, yea
let the rain of what i feel right now come down,
let the rain come down

where is the coast guard i keep looking each direction
for a spotlight give me something... i need something for protection
maybe flopsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk i left behind
i'm now treading for my life believe me,
how can i keep up this breathing?
not knowing how to think i scream aloud begin to sink
my legs and arms are broken down
with envy for the solid ground
i'm reaching for the life within me
how can one man stop his ending
i thought of just your face
relaxed and floated into space

i want to swim away but i dont know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean
let the waves up, take me down
let the hurricane set in motion, yea
let the rain of what i feel right now come down,
let the rain come down

now waking to the sun i calculate what i had done
like jumping from the bow yea just to prove that i knew how yea
its midnights late reminder of the loss of her, the one i love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

into the ocean end it all
into the ocean end it all
into the ocean end it all
into the ocean end it all

i want to swim away but i dont know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean
let the waves up, take me down
let the hurricane set in motion, yea
let the rain of what i feel right now come down,
let the rain come down

into space
i thought of just your face