IRC-Galleria

This is getting really painful.
Mentally.
The chance that you will never be mine
makes me burn inside.
The thought of you with someone else,
turns my stomach upside down.
I get jealous easily,
and the fact that my friend likes you too...

I'm going nuts.

I know I'm going to get hurt.
But there is always a little hope there.
I'm trying to stay positive,
but I know that it's gonna hurt more,
the more I wait and think about it.

And even if we started going out,
I know that I'm horrible in relationships.
The shell is still existing,
and it's starting to get uncomfortable and too small for me.
I want to grow out of it.
But I wont do it alone.
I need you by my side.

...Good god.

Juorut kiertää, syrjäyttää totuuden tieltään
Monet luulee musta paljon, harvoin mitään tietää

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life