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"Kido knew he was going to be killed by his beloved one.
He knew it, and still he was happy.

Not because Kido wanted to be killed by him,
not because Kido wanted to die.

but because Kido knew that after he´s death,
his beloved one would be safe.
No one could hurt him.

Kido wanted to sacrifice himself,
so his beloved one could be happy and safe.

Of course Kido didn´t tell this so him.
And of course Kido knew his beloved one would not kill him because he wanted to.

His beloved one would kill Kido, because he is so mad.
Mad because it was Kido´s fault that his beloved´s parents died.
or at least Kido tought it was..."

Nimeni on Chris, Olen kolme vuotias, Silmäni ovat turvoksissa.
En näe. Minun täytyy olla tyhmä, Minun täytyy olla paha,
Mikä muukaan olisi voinut, tehdä isän niin vihaiseksi?
Toivon että olisin ollut parempi, Toivon etten olisi ollut ruma,
Sitten ehkä äitini, Haluaisi vieläkin halata minua.
En voi tehdä väärin, En pysty puhumaan ollenkaan,
Tai muuten olen lukittuna ylhäällä, Koko päivän.
Kun olen hereillä, Olen aivan yksin, Talo on pimeä, Väkeni ei ole kotona.
Kun äiti tulee kotiin, Yritän olla mukava, Niin ehkä minä saan vain,
Yhden selkäsaunan tänä iltana.
Kuulin auton, Isä on palannut, Charlien baarista.
Kuulen hänen kirouksen, Nimeni on sanottu, Painan itseni, Seinää vasten.
Yritän piileksiä, Hänen pahoilta silmiltään, Olen niin peloissani nyt,
Alan itkeä. Hän löytää minut itkemästä, Kutsuu minua rumilla sanoilla,
Hän sanoo, että on minun vikani, Että hän kärsii töissä.
Hän läimäyttää ja lyö minua, Ja huutaa minulle enemmän,
Pääsen vihdoinkin vapaaksi, Ja juoksen ovelle.
Hän on lukinnut sen jo, Ja minä alan karjua,
Hän ottaa minut kiinni ja heittää minut, Kovaa päin seinää.
Minä putoan lattialle, Luuni melkein murtuneena, Ja minun isäni jatkaa,
Enemmän huonoja sanoja. 'Olen pahoillani!', minä huudan,
Mutta se on nyt liian myöhäistä, Hänen kasvonsa on kieroutunut,
Käsittämättömäksi. Se kipu ja loukkaantuminen, Uudelleen ja uudelleen,
Hyvä Jumala, armahda minua! Lopeta se, kiltti! Ja hän viimeinkin lopettaa,
Ja suuntaa ovelle, Sillä välin kun makaan siellä liikkumattomana,
Loikoillen lattialla.
Nimeni on Chris, Olen kolme vuotias,
Tänään isäni, Murhasi minut. Ja sinä voit auttaa, Jos luet tätä,
ja et ohita.
Minä rukoilen sinun anteeksiantoaisi, Sinun olisi pitänyt olla,
Yksi sydämetön henkilö,
Jos ei vaikuta sinuun, Tämä runo. Ja koska sinä OLET vaikuttunut,
Tee jotain sille! Kaikki mitä pyydän sinua tekemään,
On siirtää tämä eteenpäin!
JOS SINÄ OLET LASTEN PAHOINPITELYÄ VASTAAN!
laita tämä päiväkirjaasi
Jos ET lisää tätä päiväkirjaasi
Niin silloin oletettavasti ET VÄLITÄ lasten pahoinpitelystä.
Ensiksi minä luulin tätä vain ketjukirjeeksi
Ja en aikonut laittaa tätä eteenpäin,
Mutta nyt tajusin että tämä on tärkeä tilanne.
Ainakin viisi lasta jokainen päivä kaikkialta maailmasta kuolee lapsipahoinpitelyn takia.

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ONE!
Time is tickin′. T-Time is tickin′, tickin′.
Time is tickin′, T-Time is tickin′ awayÂ…

(Tablo)
I want to see your tears pour out, pour out without reason
No one knows inside your heart, The glass fragments raging a storm
(Tablo)
The wounds become a sickness, All doors become a wall
IÂ’ve become an enemy in the mirror, doesnÂ’t it hurt?
(Mithra)
[I'll] keep anyone from knowing about you, [I'll] leave the breath to tighten out
IÂ’ll force you to choose the end, (arenÂ’t I bad?), IÂ’ll take away all reason in this world for you to to stand
(Mithra)
Without the choice of the road back, youÂ’ll walk to the end
Your breath would probably end before my heart
(JiSun)
WoundsÂ… ScarsÂ… TearsÂ… Flowing
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
(JiSun)
You are wandering through death, (IÂ’ll save youÂ…)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
You are the one.
When youÂ’re walking in shadows
(When IÂ’m panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
you are my savior
IÂ’ll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close for me, IÂ’ll support you with my hand)
you are the one. you are my savior.

Time is tickin′. TÂ…

(Mithra)
Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyoneÂ’s eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes like stars become your city
(Mithra)
Are your still dreaming, sleeping? Are you measuring all the tears youÂ’ve shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isnÂ’t it sad?
(Tablo)
Maybe you wake up drenched in sweat at night, Is consciousness crawling on the floor?
Are you thinking itÂ’s the end, are you ok? Â’cause I understand
(Tablo)
IÂ’m a scar on your broken body, IÂ’ll erase the tears youÂ’ve hidden away in your shattered marriage
IÂ’ll grab your hand With my hand and trust you
(JiSun)
You are wandering through death, (IÂ’ll save youÂ…)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
You are the one.
When youÂ’re walking in shadows
(When IÂ’m panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
you are my savior
IÂ’ll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close, IÂ’ll support you with my hand)
you are the one. you are my savior.

you are the one. you are my savior.

(Tablo)
Do you have wounds, do you have scars, Are you wandering through shadows?

(Tablo)
Do you have wounds, do you have scars, Are you wandering through shadows?
(Faith, Destiny, Love.)

you′re still beautiful to me.

You are the one.
When youÂ’re walking in shadows
(When IÂ’m panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
you are my savior
IÂ’ll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close for me, IÂ’ll support you with my hand)
Time is tickin′. T-Time is tickin′, tickin′.
Time is tickin′, T-Time is tickin′ awayÂ…

My savior.

ONE!

Shirogane: "Akira!!!" (Akira is going to get hit my the Old man)
Akira: "Shirogane, don´t do it!" (Shirogane is trying to kill the Old man but he doesn´t do it and gets hit in the wall)
Akira: "SHIROGANEEE!"
Old man: "What did I..?"
Akira: "Shirogane, are you ok?" (Runs to Shirogane)
Shirogane: "Yes..."
Akira: "Stay still, your wound is severe. Wait here, I get Master..."
Shirogane: "We don´t have enough time. Go quickly to where Haruka is."
Akira: "You..."
Old man: "Mr. Shirogane, altough you were about to... why didn´t you kill me?"
Shirogane: "Why would that be? It must be because i love Akira so much, I didn´t do it."
Akira: "What are you talking about? Listen, don´t die on me until I get back."
Shirogane: "Yes."

The monochrome blows through our colorless encounter.
I shall entrust each of my pains to you
The unforgiving autumn, which forcefully traces my scars, comes
While your cool fingers still beckon me
After I'd melted, you tenderly save
The troublesome, icy me and and toy around with me with a kiss
Nevertheless, I search for a single form of love
Your dried eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Together, we concealed our pale selves; the moon is hiding, too
How many nights did I come to love since then?
In the sea of dependence, I forget to even breathe
Even with your captivation, you only leave behind a tepid warmth
In the art of knowing when to quit, I dislike your conceited kisses
Don't leave me alone, perceive and color me already
What words will slip out of your room?
Being confused, falling asleep- Will you tell me about things beyond those?
Only the moon is looking at the sighs lost in the questions of smiles
When the next long needle points to the ceiling
You won't be around anymore; I won't need you anymore
Nevertheless, I definitely searched for a form of love
Your teary eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Your wish and the night bring morning along in vain
Paint it with a tender, passionate, yet cowardly kiss
The moon illuminates our final night

This pain, this sorrow, this life,
everyhting is just killing me.
I have no more days to life,
I have no more worries to think,
This is the end of all.
This is the end of all.

But why? why does it has to be this day?
This day of all days I´ve lived.
This day when you finally said you love me.

I got the Heart of Sorrow,
the worst heart of all,
Heart that´s gonna kill me,
or make me just mad.

I knew I would die soon,
but why now?
I love you so, but I can´t tell you that.
Cause if I tell, you will be even more sad when I´m gone,
I want you to hate me,
I want you to forget about me.
Cause then I know you will be able to life on.
You will be able to life on.

I got the Heart of Sorrow,
the worst heart of all,
Heart that´s gonna kill me,
or make me just mad.

The Heart of Sorrow is and will always be my curse.

- Elokuva/sarja jonka aikana itkit? - niitä on ihan hitosti :D
- Itketkö ylipäätänsä helposti? - khyl yleensä
- Kuka viimeksi katsoi sinua pitkään? - en tiiä :D
- Mitä lukee kolmannessa saapuneessa tekstiviestissäsi? - Et tainnu lukee viestiä loppuun
- Biisi jonka kuuntelit viimeksi? - Lovelessin alkumusan x3
- Millainen mieliala tällä hetkellä? - hilpeä :D
- Muistatko milloin viimeksi itkit itsesi uneen? - en ees muista x3
- Nauratko enemmän kuin itket? - Paljonki!
- Oletko hiljainen? - riippuu seurasta :D
- Onko sydämesi ikinä särkynyt? - miten sen nyt ottaa
- Onko sinulla yhtään korua nyt, jos niin millainen? - kaulakoru ( kiinalainen merkki horoskoopille kukko) ja rengas korvikset :P
- Oliko juuri ajattelemasi asia jokin, joka huolestuttaa sinua? - no ei se nyt ihan huolestuta x3
- Suutelisitko henkilöä, jota viimeisimpänä ajattelit? - enpäs tiiä
- Tekisikö mielesi jonkun luokse? - joo :D
- Tekisikö mielesi haukkua joku pystyyn? - KYLLÄ
- Odotatko enemmän joulua vai kesää? - joulu on nyt enemmän mieles :D
- Seurusteletko? - ehen
- Onko sulla paitaa, jossa on jonkun julkkiksen kuva? - ei taida olla
- Pidätkö vesimeloonista? - joo<3
- Pidätkö leijonakuningas-leffasta? - khyllä!
- Onko huoneesi seinillä tauluja? Millaisia? - on jotai pienii :D
- Entäpä julisteita? - kuule vaikka kuinka paljon
- Pidätkö enemmän kissoista vai koirista? - Molemmat on yhtä ihania, mut jos on pakko valita niin kissoista
- Söisitkö mieluiten Fazerin, Pandan vai Haribon karkkeja?- Pandan <3
- Osaatko tehdä ruokaa? - En ainakaan kovin hyvin x3
- Toivoisitko että tulisi jo lunta? - joo! lisää vaan <3
- Mihin haluaisit matkustaa? - Eniten Japaniin ja Koreaan :P
- Jos sinulla olisi bändi, mikä olisi tehtäväsi siinä? - hmm varmaan pimputtasin kitaraa tai soittasin rumpuja x3
- Osaatko katsoa kieroon? - khyl maar
- Voisitko mennä kännissä kouluun? - khyllä
- Mitä toivot? - paljonkin kaikenlaista. jos rupeisin luettelee niin kukaan ei jaksas lukee tätä testii x3

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

At the start, you were sweetly, naturally attracted to me
You stepped up to me and told me it would forever be like that
All the possibilities, opened up Oh~

What is love? What! ItÂ’s now meant by the Red Ocean
IÂ’m breakinÂ’ my rules again, you know itÂ’s getting boring
Even if youÂ’re hurt a bit, itÂ’s okay Oh~

You want me, YouÂ’ve fallen for me, YouÂ’re crazy over me
You canÂ’t escape I got you- Under my skin
You want me, YouÂ’ve fallen for me, YouÂ’re crazy over me
YouÂ’re my slave, I got you under my skin

The piercing stare that burrows into your head
ItÂ’s not me, my still chrome heart
ItÂ’s the road you chose Oh~

Running through your veins, flowing through you are millions of my crystal
Finally it has started, the end of my metamorphosis
IsnÂ’t this also love? Oh~

You want me, YouÂ’ve fallen for me, YouÂ’re crazy over me
You canÂ’t escape I got you- Under my skin
You want me, YouÂ’ve fallen for me, YouÂ’re crazy over me
YouÂ’re my slave, I got you under my skin

Together with one timeÂ’s kiss~ The day is fresh- a strong pull
The second kiss, your heart felt hot and about to explode
Yeah~ I got you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

In your dreams I control you with my magic spells
YouÂ’re once again yearning .. I got you- Under my skin
My devils ride, thereÂ’s no more room for breathing, if that happens
How will it be to enjoy it now I got you- Under my skin
You want me, YouÂ’ve fallen for me, YouÂ’re crazy over me
You canÂ’t escape I got you- Under my skin

You want me, YouÂ’ve fallen for me, YouÂ’re crazy over me
YouÂ’re my slave, I got you under my skin