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Do I remember
the happiest moments
of my life.
Do I ever get them back
so I can smile again?

I don't remember
the real smile I had before.
I don't remember
any happy memory.

I only live in sadness,
bearing the unstandable
pain of loneliness.

I have so many dreams,
that won't come true anyway.
I just keep hoping in vain
of happiness to my life.

I search year after a year
one happy memory to last
the next 12 months
that lie ahead once again.

But I have found nothing!

Only loneliness, only sadness,
I can't live in happiness.