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I have lost my heart,
so I can´t love you anymore.
I don´t know what to do,
then I decided to leave you.

But then I lost my soul.
I roam in somewhere dark,
looking for something important,
my heart or my soul.

As I was roaming I found you
and in that way a part of me.
I looked in your eyes and realized
that I need you more than anything.

I gave too much power
I gave you my heart
now fear inside me
is tearing me apart

I love and fear at the same time
you mess my head, fine
I canÂ’t be happy until youÂ’re mine
but I must escape before I die

Which should listen heart or mind
I donÂ’t know which is right
IÂ’m blind, I canÂ’t see
I was wrong, you arenÂ’t best to me

DonÂ’t know what to think, you say
donÂ’t know how to behave
I donÂ’t know how to stand the pain
thank god dreams donÂ’t come on the day

Do you know with you I canÂ’t live
so why are you so good to pretend
and why made me to believe
that last time wasnÂ’t the end

You have taught me something about yourself
and now I know more about myself
I donÂ’t let anyone see whatÂ’s inside me
I wont trust anyone, youÂ’ll see


Areatis

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Fuck, no bucks to get some drugs. Black Dove, i owe. I need money to get more honey.

Gangs, Bangs, Dings and Dangs. Trips 'n Drops
Candy? Yeah, i need you Mandy. (who's Mandy?)

Run!

What do you want? Honey? You got my money? (Colours, many colours. Insanity. No head, no tail)

Gangs, Bangs, Dings and Dangs. Trips 'n Drops
Candy? Yeah, i'am so dandy.

Yes!

Yes i got your bucks, and now i want my drugs! Dope! Dope!

Gangs, Bangs, Dings and Dangs. Trips 'n Drops
Candy? Yeah, my Mandy.

Mandy! Mandy! PleaseÂ… Come back to my dreams! I need you! Or am i too dandy?

The tribute is not for man
But for the lost and wandering innocence
She lies under the blue moon
Wounded and crying but hoping
That someone would clear her defiled name
Carry her to the sunlight and make her smile
To this dying world

I fear, all gone will rejoin within me again
Greed has left me no key to love, to share
It made me weak for what I canÂ’t see
LifeÂ’s origin told to care and sow
Now they haunt on these serene waters
Oh, I donÂ’t know what to do anymore

Pacifism was only a fleeting memory
Of what we were made to caress
Time didnÂ’t make us kill the hoping girl
But the unknown might mastering us
Still the ones with daring are left to see
What there is to do
Before the moon takes her home

I fear, all gone will rejoin within me again
Greed has left me no key to love, to share
It made me weak for what I canÂ’t see
LifeÂ’s origin told to care and sow
Now they haunt in these serene waters
Oh, I donÂ’t know what to do anymore

In this land we born and we die
But see my hope and see the pain
To save whatÂ’s left to be saved

I, a loner on the road,
walking to nowhere.

I, a sad one in the dark
never finding her long lost love,
for eternity looking for nothing.

I'm a looser.

No where else, the dreams I make
are keeping me here.

Dying, no more reasons I need to find.

So goodbye now,
I become the one and only
God of my world of dark.

Name me lonely,
name me lonely,
don't tell me there's hope for the ones like me.

Name me lonely,
name me lonely,
don't tell me what I really am.

Just kill me and let me go,
don't dare to take pity on me!

I, another loner on this road,
I, another loner in the dark.

Just another looserÂ…

Over here so far away
I can see my whole life through day by day
In your arms dying free,
looking the eyes I see.

The sunsets,
moonlight,
neverending stormy nights.

I see you,
I die for you.
I will be free for you.

Look at me, can you see?
I'm right here where I want to be.
Somewhere too far away
I will miss you more day by day.

The hurting blame,
the dying flame,
right here our love will end.

Can I see you?
Can I love you?
I will be free for youÂ…

I cry again,
reading the pretty words
all over again.

They are like an epitaph
saying: Rest in peace.
You don't need me anymore

I will shut the door behind,
lay my back against the wall.
Falling down on the floor,
crying out loud, calling your name.

Is here all I can get?

Broken heart,
another fragile smile.

Words fading through the tears,
and dying wishes in my ears.

In sadness we find our humanity

It is the pain
that reminds what's truly precious.

If you want everything,
you'll end up with nothing.

So many things are left undone,
now I can lay down at my tomb.

This is all I can get:
my heart will die and forget.
Words fading through my ears,
and dying wishes dry with my tears.

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When there is sadness,
only loneliness reigns.
When there is loneliness,
there's no happiness.

I'm all alone,
and I can hardly bear it.
I just want to die here,
so I could not feel alone anymore.

When there are selfish dreams,
only bitterness remains.
When there is bitterness,
love can't win.

See? I'm the one at fault.
I should suffer, and I do,
but when will it stop,
I wonder, when I will end it?

Hate is the power to end it all.
It will destroy everything.
I don't want to hate,
I only want to love.

I can't, it's only an illusion,
an illusion which loneliness creates.
In the end we all die alone,
but we die beloved.

Was it all woth to try?
How could I know if it was all right?

The world will change -
so they say.
We just have to find our way.

Burning land, fading sky,
screaming for Gods to help their way.

Every night, every day
will pass away leaving all behind.

Were we all out of our minds?
When did we cross the borderline?

We will pray for this world,
all people around won't say a word.

Burning land, fading sky,
screaming for Gods to help them up.

Every night, every day
will pass them away leaving it all behind.

Was it all worth to try?

Burning Hell, falling Heaven,
they will wait for those who will sacrifice.

Every second, every moment
will pass us away leaving us to suffer all the pain

Do I remember
the happiest moments
of my life.
Do I ever get them back
so I can smile again?

I don't remember
the real smile I had before.
I don't remember
any happy memory.

I only live in sadness,
bearing the unstandable
pain of loneliness.

I have so many dreams,
that won't come true anyway.
I just keep hoping in vain
of happiness to my life.

I search year after a year
one happy memory to last
the next 12 months
that lie ahead once again.

But I have found nothing!

Only loneliness, only sadness,
I can't live in happiness.

I was the one for you, my love.
I was the shining star to guide you.
But you threw me away,
like God separated night from day.

What did I do wrong?

You let me come to you,
searching a shelter from
cold pouring rain.

You let me hold you
for many endless nights.
Now it's all over again,
a new one waits to be lured in your web.

I was told later you lost someone
more important than life.
You let your heart turn to stone,
never letting it decide.

And you believed it will never be the same again.

I was the one for you my love,
I was the one to cure your heart.
Don't you believe? Don't you believe?
It was me to your light your day.
I was relieve, I was relieve,
I was the star to guide your way.

Leave it all behind!
Please, let me be your light!
Let me see your sunny smile!

Just let it all go away!
Turn the night into day!
Let me love you more than she did!

I was the one for you my love,
I was the shining star to guide you.
You threw me away, left me like night before day,
It was all in vainÂ…