this is just too much for me to hadle, what did i do?
people just don't realise that im much more fragile than what i show to others.
you're crushing me and i don't know what to do. i hide behind my rough outside to protect what i have inside. its been constantly torn apart and stomped on, i had to do something.
and now its cracking and i have nobody to talk to about it since the only person who understood me in this sence moved to the other side on europe. and now i feel so alone.