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''You know how your First Love should be kinda hard to forget.?
You gave your heart to him or her and he or she broke it?
You exposed yourself to him or her and he or she hurt you?
It was unbearable right?

Well my first love wasn't like that, in fact I don't even remember it quite well.
That's because he wasn't my REAL first love, and now I know why for sure.
My First Love was always next to me, smiling... wishing me luck and supporting me
from behind the scenes.

Just a few years ago I noticed;
How her smile made me smile,
How her sad tears made me sad,
How her laughter made me laugh.

When I realised my feelings for her I had two choices: tell her or not.
In the end I decided to bury those feelings deep, deep inside my heart,
to the darkest place, where the sunshine could never reach and shine again.

After years of fruitless and empty relationships, I had successfully sealed my heart away and
builded ice-cold barriers all around it.

But it wasn't enough.
You managed to break that seal,
melt those barriers, unlock the door
and bring the sunshine back again.
Imagine, You did all that with just a smile.

When I ''left'' from my latest relationship, that person asked me the same question,
that many others have too asked me before;

''Why didn't you love me?''

How can I offer love when I have NO heart?
How can I LOVE someone without a heart?

But my heart is not lost, I know where it is.
My heart has ALWAYS been where it should be.
My heart is at it's home.

It is With You.''