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I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

Don't wanna be an American idiot.
Don't want a nation under the new media.
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mindfuck America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
Well that's enough to argue.

Well maybe I'm the faggot America.
I'm not a part of a redneck agenda.
Now everybody do the propaganda.
And sing along in the age of paranoia.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
Well that's enough to argue.

Don't wanna be an American idiot.
One nation controlled by the media.
Information nation of hysteria.
It's going out to idiot America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.

Olit se ketä tarvitsin,
Olit se kenet halusin,
Olit minulle tärkein,
Olit minulle rakkain,
Et ole enään mitään,
Särjit minun sydämmen,
Veit kaiken mennessäsi,
Pilasin minut ja elämäni,
Enään minulla ei ole mtn,
Nyt siirrän sinut
imperfektiin,
Itse valitsit reittisi,
Se on ohi nyt,
En jaksa kärsiä takiasi,
Ei minun tarvitse.

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy


I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!


I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy


I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

*GOD !!!!!!!!*
PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY
PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY
PUT ME OUT OF MY
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING
MISERY!!!


I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

I can see a frozen point in time
Where her figure still awaits
Tongue of fire tracing lips outline
Where frozen breath originates

With one motion of her wanting eyes
She strips everything away
This one moment is intensified
And the colors all fade to grey

I am in the only place that i want to be
Though we know that it ends eventually
But it's alright because right now we're frozen

"I want to forget mistakes they've helped me make
It's better to be broken than to break"

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

I can see a frozen point in time
That is easy to retrace
Light and darkness are both intertwined
The elements are in their place with

One motion of her wanting mind
The real world begins to fade
And all the hateful things I have become
Temporarily go away

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

When my mind's frozen:

I'll take you anwhere you want to go
Far from anything that feels like home (lets go)
You are anyone I want to be (it's here and now, and now it's only you and me)

It's never enough (mmm that's true)
I want to stay here (yeah, and I do too)
Breakin' it down(takin' it down)
With smell(smell), touch(touch, taste(taste), sight(sight), and sound(sound)

How long will I be here without you near because I'm so cold
Break them first or I'll get broken is not what I was told, now I'm so cold
I'm so cold
So cold

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

Miksi tuskaa ei voi mikään pysäyttää?
Arvet sydämeen siitä ikuisesti jää.
Mä kiroon sut alimpaan helvettiin

Sun kauneutesi mut uskomaan sai tunnen poltteen kuuman rinnassain.
Miksi tuskaa ei voi mikään pysäyttää?
Kaiken, mitä mä sain annoin sinulle ja sä valehtelit minulle.
Arvet sydämeen siitä ikuisesti jää.
Tulit mua vastaan meidän pihatiellä.
Kuka toi on sun vierellä?
Mä kiroon sut alimpaan helvettiin.
Vihaan sun kuvaa, heitän kamasi pois.
Tuotit kipua mulle vaikka kauan tunnettiin!


Mä toivon tätä sulle: kuole, kuole
Haavoistani tuska: nuole, nuole
En haluu nähdä sinua koskaan enää
Älä tule lähelleni vaan lähde menemään


Sä sait mut paljon tuntemaan ja paljon sinua vihaamaan
Tunnusta kaikki, katso mua silmiin.
Sä tapoit mun uskon elämään.
Miks menit minua pettämään,
syvät haavat sydämeen jättämään?
Anteeksi en koskaan suostu antamaan.
En sua päin katsokkaan.
En haluu susta koskaan kuullakkaan.


Vihaan sun kuvaa, sua ei enää oo!
Mä toivon tätä sulle: kuole, kuole
Haavoistani tuska: nuole, nuole
En haluu nähdä sinua koskaan enää
Älä tule lähelleni vaan lähde menemään


Syvä ahdistus painaa mieltä ja kehoa. Mikään ei tehoa, mä vaan ajattelen sinua ja minua
Mikä meni pieleen? Sun kaunis kuvasi jää syvälle mun mieleen
Ja kaiken mitä mä sain ja koin, mä annoin sulle ja sä valehdellen, vannoit rakkauttas mulle
Olen ikuisesti katkera
Maa järkkyy! Paine on niin vitun kova, että kaikki särkyy


Mä toivon tätä sulle: kuole, kuole
Haavoistani tuska: nuole, nuole
En haluu nähdä sinua koskaan enää
Älä tule lähelleni vaan lähde menemään.

Silly thoughts of small deeds
Everything that once answered to your needs
The thoughtless but kind
The caring but blind
Everything fades away

Everything fades away, come turning of the tide
For your love I'm sorry
For your pain, don't worry
Everything fades away
Everything fades away

Silhouettes, false leads
That which drew you, like a crow to glass beads
Secrets spied
Wishes sighed
Everything fades away

Everything fades away, come turning of the tide
For your love I'm sorry
For your pain, don't worry
Everything fades away (Everything fades away)
Everything fades away (Fades away)
Everything fades away

All I'm saying is don't give up, you're getting so close
All I'm saying is don't give up, it's the right way you chose

Everything fades away, come turning of the tide
For your love I'm sorry
For your pain, don't worry
Everything fades away (Fades away)
Everything fades away

Words of Pain

I'm overwhelmed by one thing,
a thing you don't wish to anybody.
This thing is called pain,
and it's caused by few words.
I'm angry and destroyed from
inside,
caused because of a fucking
comment.
I feel devastated
all I can think of is pain and hate.
Does this end good,
or will it all be over.
This depends on something,
a hell of a good excuse.
Just remind this,
don't fuck with me.

19:19 Poika ajaa lujaa moottoripyörällä; 180 km/h

Tyttö: Hidasta, mua pelottaa.
Poika: Enkä, tää on hauskaa.
Tyttö: Eikä ole. Oo kiltti, tää on liian pelottavaa.
Poika: Sano mulle sitten, että sä rakastat mua.
Tyttö: Hyvä on, mä rakastan sua. Jarruta!
Poika: Ja nyt halaa mua OIKEIN kovaa
* tyttö halaa poikaa *
Poika: Voitko ottaa pois mun kypärän ja laittaa sen sun päähäs? Mä kyllästyin siihen...

Sanomalehdessä seuraavana päivänä:

" Moottoripyörä törmäsi rakennusta vasten jarrujen vian seurauksena.
Samalla hetkellä kyydissä oli kaksi henkilöä ja vain yksi jäi eloon. "

Totta puhuen, matkan puoli välissä poika huomasi jarrujen olevan rikki, mutta ei halunnut tytön tietävän asiasta.
Sen sijaan hän pyysi tyttöä sanomaan, että tämä rakastaa häntä ja halaamaan tätä viimeistä kertaa.
Lisäksi hän käski tytön laittavan kypärän päähän, jotta tyttö jäisi eloon vaikka tämä merkitsi pojalle kuolemaa.


" Jos sinäkin rakastat jotakuta yhtä paljon - kopioi tämä päiväkirjaasi. "