IRC-Galleria

Is it so hard for one to achieve something he really attempts to have? Does it really get unignored from the system if one have enthusiasm, no, everybody knows that. There must be a perspective on the realm that there is no object on life you won´t miss after you have lost it, and even one knows there is new possibilities, it is not so clear on one´s mind, to calm, listen, study and mind what happened and try again. The other option, which I do quite a lot, is, the fact, that there is nothing else on ones mind and stress comes without any action provided. How come, I can forget it and concentrate on my life, if I got so disappointed on my self and expectations. How on earth I can wait for a year without giving a thought for an other fail. And what happens after that, if the first one launched so strong stress reaction. No one knows, but I wish 10 is going to be a good year