Why i keep doing this? Why i kill myself inside everytime. I want to touch you but i know i have to stay in the shadows. I want to feel you, and let everybody know what i´m feeling. But this game hurts me so, so much that i dont know who i am.
You keep taking my life away, you wont let me live this life. You just keep taking and taking...and wont give me nothing but pain. This pain will takes me away, but all i´m asking is one more day. i want to see you one more time, feel arms around me. It is enough, and give me a reason for tomorrow.
Please take me and my love, or let me go....and let me try to build my life again.
Why this love is so strong, stronger than my hate.
Infact i wish that my hate crows stonger than love. Maybe then this pain let me go and i feel nothing anymore.
Really i want that to happen, it´s so much easier to feel nothing at all.
right now i feel nothing but pain.....