I'm struggling to bury deep inside secrets of my life
in choices I've been left with today I'm making up for lost times.
You asked where are we are we now, we are exactly nowhere
and it's not about denial. Sharpening my words to make an impact.
I'm so close!
I'm waiting for someone to watch me fall asleep
so I can dream tonight, turn out the lights,
I'm pulling myself down, I can't stop feeling like happy endings are out of style now.