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You are appreciated


When I was young me and my mama had beef
Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets
Though back at the time, I never thought I'd see her face
Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place
Suspended from school; and scared to go home, I was a fool
with the big boys, breakin all the rules
I shed tears with my baby sister
Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids
And even though we had different daddy's, the same drama
When things went wrong we'd blame mama
I reminice on the stress I caused, it was hell
Huggin on my mama from a jail cell
And who'd think in elementary?
Heeey! I see the penitentiary, one day
And runnin from the police, that's right
Mama catch me, put a whoopin to my backside
And even as a crack fiend, mama
You always was a black queen, mama
I finally understand
for a woman it ain't easy tryin to raise a man
You always was committed
A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it
There's no way I can pay you back
But the plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated
Lady...
Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady
Dear mama
Place no one above ya, sweet lady
You are appreciated
Don't cha know we love ya?

Lady...
Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady
And dear mama
Place no one above ya, sweet lady
You are appreciated
Don't cha know we love ya?
Now ain't nobody tell us it was fair
No love from my daddy cause the coward wasn't there
He passed away and I didn't cry, cause my anger
wouldn't let me feel for a stranger
They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless, but all along
I was lookin for a father he was gone
I hung around with the Thugs, and even though they sold drugs
They showed a young brother love
I moved out and started really hangin
I needed money of my own so I started slangin
I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks
It feels good puttin money in your mailbox
I love payin rent when the rent's due
I hope ya got the diamond necklace that I sent to you
Cause when I was low you was there for me
And never left me alone because you cared for me
And I could see you comin home after work late
You're in the kitchen tryin to fix us a hot plate
Ya just workin with the scraps you was given
And mama made miracles every Thanksgivin
But now the road got rough, you're alone
You're tryin to raise two bad kids on your own
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated
Pour out some liquor and I reminsce, cause through the drama
I can always depend on my mama
And when it seems that I'm hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act craaazy
I gotta thank the Lord that you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate, how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day
Everything will be alright if ya hold on
It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated

Dear mama

How much must I curse your name
And put your beliefs to shame
Before you prove yourself
And end this life?

End this life

And I'll say a fucking prayer
Because I know it won't be answered

kertosäe:
Where is your god? (2x)
Where is your fucking god?

And even though I don't believe in you
I pray for the day (2x)
That you end this life

So please
Take me
Away

I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down (2x)

kertosäe

For all the prayers that go unanswered (2x)
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your eyes

And all your prayers will go
Unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your fucking eyes

I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care)
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same)

It's always do this, do that,
Everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Pushin me away

kertosäe:
It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter what I say

It's never enough
No it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

It's all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged)
I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste)

Their always say this, say that,
Nothing that you want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Shovin me aside

kertosäe

I'm Done

In the end we're all just chalklines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am

I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not

I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I aint

It's never enough
It's never enough
No matter what I say

It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter who I try to be

It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter how I try to taste

It's never enough
Never never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

Lies
I remember when all the games began
I remember every little lie
And every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
And I never walked away
It's still a mystery to me

Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you
You're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you and
You're better off without me

The lying
The bleeding
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
Deceiving
The bleeding
It's over

Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and
The way you used to taste
Roses in a glass dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing,
Everything to you is nothing

Well you're so filthy
I'm better off without you and
You're better off without me
Well I'm so ugly
You're better off without me and
I'm better off without

The lying
The bleeding
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
The beatings
Disaster
It's over

As wicked as you are
You're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star
Your my perfect disease

The lying
The bleeding
The screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred
The beatings
It's over
Disaster
(it's over now)

olet valoni pimeydessä
olet lyönti sydämessäni
mutta se ei ole tarpeeksi, tahdon olla aina vierelläsi

Sinun hiuksesi tanssivat tuulessa
sinun silmäsi polttavat ihoani
ja olen niin onnellinen kun näen
että hymyilet minulle takaisin

Jätät polttavat merkin maahan
kiitos jumala siitä mitä olen löytänyt
en tiedä miten, en tiedä miksi
mutta olet enkelini yössä

kertosäe:
olet valoni pimeydessä
olet lyönti sydämessäni
anna minun pitää sinusta kiinni nyt
tismalleen ennen kuin aloit itkeä
olet valoni pimeydessä
olet lyönti sydämessäni
mutta se ei ole tarpeeksi, tahdon olla aina vierelläsi

Yritin parhaani mukaan toteuttaa
mutta kaikki mitä teet ovat hyvästit minulle
en tiedä mitä olen tekemässä
mutta olen niin hulluna sinuun
vaikka en tiedä mistä aloittaa
vaikka minun rakkauteni repii minut palasiksi
minä vain tiedän että sinut ja minut
on aina tarkoitettu olemaan

kertosäe

Kaikki, mitä ikinä halusin, oli nähdä sinun hymyilevän
Tiedän, että rakastan sinua, oi kulta, miksi et näe sitä

kertosäe:
Kaikki, mitä ikinä halusin, oli nähdä sinun hymyilevän
Kaikki, mitä ikinä halusin, oli saada sinut omakseni
Tiedän, että rakastan sinua, oi kulta, miksi et näe
Että kaikki mitä ikinä halusin, oli saattaa meidät yhteen (2x)

Tule kanssani

Olen niin yksin, omillani
Ja odotan sinun tulevan
Haluan olla osa sinua
Mietin kaikkia asioita, joita tekisimme
Ja joka päivä olet päässäni
Haluaisin sinun olevan myös sängyssäni
Olet maailmani, olet silmissäni
Olet kaikki, mitä haluan saada elämääni

kertosäe (2x)

Oletko valmis?

kertosäe (2x)

Kaikki, mitä ikinä halusin

Kaipaan sinua

kertosäe:
En halua tuntea
tavalla jolla tunnen nyt
Haluan vain olla
täällä kanssasi
En halua nähdä
meitä osissa
Haluan vain kertoa sinulle suoraan sydämestäni

En voi nukkua, en vain voi hengittää
Kun varjosi on ylläni
En halua olla hölmö silmissäsi,
kun kaikki mitä meillä oli, oli rakennettu valheista

kertosäe (2x)

Aaaa...
Aaaa... Kaipaan sinua

Mitä se olisi sinulta tarvinnut, nähdäksesi
saadaksesi sinut ymmärtämään että minä tulen aina uskomaan
Sinä ja minä, selviämme siitä lävitse
Tiedä silti, en pääse ylitsesi

kertosäe (3x)

Koska kun rakkautemme haalistuu pois
Kuuntele minua kuullaksesi mitä sanon

kertosäe (3x)

Aaaa... Kaipaan sinua

En halua tuntea tavalla jolla tunnen nyt

I can't sleep at night
Staring at the phone
Knowing you are not alone

She is right there by your side
I'm trying just to hide
All the things I feel inside

I can sense the chemistry
When you are standing close to me
I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

It's getting harder to ignore
It's not like anything before
I know it's crazy baby but I want more

I wish I could be close to you
And feel your every move
Never meant to feel this way
Maybe you would come around one day

I wish I could be close to you
To feel your every touch
Because the sky won't heal the way I feel
Heaven knows I've wanted it so much
(Wanted it so much)
(wanted it so much)
(I wish that I could be so close to you)

I am the one to blame
Trying to explain
But I will cause myself such pain

Your heart not your heart
I trying to turn the time
But time is never on my side

I can sense the chemistry
When your standing close to me
I feel like a ship that's lost at sea
It's getting harder to ignore
It's not like anything before
I know it's crazy baby but I want more

I wish that I could be close to you
And feel your every move
Never meant to feel this way
Maybe you would come around one day

I wish I could be close to you
To feel you every touch
Because the sky won't heal the way I feel
Heaven knows I've wanted it so much

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