IRC-Galleria

hahah tonight was pretty fun.
but ahhh this morning... i was so sick.. it was a matter of not fearing i would die.. but more... fearing i wouldnt die i was in so much fucking pain!
and it last most of the day, but after that i went and actually had a lotta fun at omake. there was about 9 of us lotta food lots of fucked up animes and talks... it was really good i enjoyed it
and now i'm so full of food form it i look like i might be having twins >XP
but anyway.. anni.. my angel. she gave me 50€ for the rest of my time in finland. i'm not going to waste it, this money is for me to live on, and to enjoy my last days in helsinki or my last day in Oulu, what ever the case maybe.
tiia and cappi gave me a really useful gift... a food ticket for euromarket of 10€ so now i can go get more food.
life has been pretty good... i'm quiet content. its amazing... for a long time i dont feel angry or irritated or jelouas or betrayed... the only thing i think i suffer from right now is this over power feeling of being anxious... very anxious
like.. there are soooo many things in my life and doors.. i dont know which to chose or what is comming at me, its all rather... scary...
hmm yeah