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well just like i said... i'm so bored with my life here.
all i do is hang with dylan.. still. i have hired this new PS2 game called Odin Sphere... and have become some what addicted to it.
i'm getting really anxious about getting a job i am starting to get more and more desprate in the matter.
i'm lonely mostly... i just sit around... over thinking like i always do... because well... i dont really have anyone here. everytime i see some one.. they go crazy and i feel like.. well.. punching them, and every now and then, not often i have this desire to stab Dylan with the pen i'm drawing with... because.... he so annoying DX
i wanna work i'm so bored. a school the other day asked me to come and give art lessons to some kids... their only like.. 9-10 year olds.. i was so bored i was like.. yeah sure why not... it doent start till next year XP

its getting too hot here too... when i wake in the morning its so hot in my room the reason i wake up is because i can smell pork cooking.... ME! and i sewat and its just impossible to stay there! and at night i have to sleep with no blankets or anything, that or Taryn sleeps in the RAW!

i think too much because this year... coming year i mean.. it decides everything. i have to decide.. finland or Australia,... and really some times i dont know about either... S:
its all .. like being dizzy, u dont know which way is up or down... and u dont know which way to turn.

ben and jerrys.... hmmmmmmmm... i want! so bad.. but they do not sell here.. WTF! D:<