IRC-Galleria

i think i should go to sleep now XD

i hunted for ages looking for a good clip of this, but you know what not meant to be i guess.
she is actually.. kinda scary to look at there is something oddly.. almost alien looking i guess.
but i really love what she sings about, and i love the lyrics to this song so much. i know how it feels
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Scm4oAYYbIg

i realise i do not have much privecy on this site now days
i know i have been a hard bitch.
i am sorry for the way i have gone about things, but i'm not sorry for what i have said, i just should have said it in a differnt way i guess.
i do mean what i say, but maybe not to the exstrem that it comes across as, but still, one is allowed to exspress their feelings.
i'm sick and tired of stupid petty childish acts... both my own and others.
so my solution to this is i'm just going to forget it, not forgive, but just let it go and live my life. no more mean bitch, but not nice either.

anime seminar was a great pay day for me X'D!!!!
money money money! in a rich bitch world!!!

hahahaha i had the best time last night. i have been hoping for some just plain good old fun and thanks to mira i got it. i had the best time ever in such a long time. it was so fucking funny XD
i think me and her will have to do it every week now XD
did u know, there are actually hot guys in oulu... they just hide really well :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRG.
OHHH FUCK YOU!

hahahahaha
IRC deleted my toe
"Jos kuva on verinen, raaka tai antaa väkivaltaisen vaikutelman, se on valitettavasti sopimatonta materiaalia IRC-Galleriaan. Kuva poistettu."
bye bye toe

well yes today was ok.
i talked with mert for a while he'd been away in helsinki (clearly) and haung with Capi. we went to art school and drew.... alotta stu-ff so yesss.
oh, actually, cappi took me near tuira and we looked at the lights in the water, it was so nice and they were so so so many differnt colours, it was really cool, i wish i had had my phone or camera on me to take a picture cause they were really pretty.
tomorrow i'm apparently going to go and buy high school musical 3 tickets, woot! i might buy a mama mia one as well. people said they would go with me, but that was a while ago, so i dont know, i might go alone. i seems to spend more and more time on my own now, i'm actually avoiding being in big groups. i think its because i'm so tired all the time, i have to pretend to be awake haöf the time, i think its more of a stress issue with visa's and other crap.
i cant wait for tomorrow though, me and cappi r going to get my kitten X3 <3<3<3<3<3 i'm so exsited. i'm forbidden from having cats in australia... via mother dearest. i really really want a fluff ball, like really fluffy. i have alwasy wanted a white cat... but either one of those two would be nice, or maybe i'll take the first furry face i fall inlove with XD. if i do get the kitten tomorrow... i'm gonna celebrate and cook lots of good food and watch movies and have fun... or.. should i wait till next week when everyone has the school holidays... hmmmm... so many desisions...
i hope i sell some art, i really wanna see Akseli again and Anna and Jaane. they were so cool. and when i go down maija is meant to be there so maybe i shall go see her and Hiu (miu) too<3

so yeah didnt get a whole lotta game play done tonight.... as bunnie.. tiia rabbit.. well he snuffed it (died) poor old thing. so me, tiia and capi.. went out in the dark into the ... forest and i dug a hole, a fucking deep hole, which was still not big enough and we had to.. squash the box we had him in into the hole, and we didnt have a shovel.. we had an ice breaking pole and my hands, oh yes taryn did the digging. i was wet and covered in dirt, so we had to come back and change clothes before going to melee at about.... 7:45.
got there... they were in the middle of the melee competition so we had to wait a while, but the was one tv with brawl, so me and capi played using the wii controllers... not recomended DX
so yeah, i won more games then i lost amazingly, i just reallly struggled against Juuso.... he's not bad, almost as good as mert i'd say, but HA like mert, i won, i won once, and he wouldn't let me leave... Ohhh no, would not let me leave until he beat me one more time lol.
we went home, drew.... watched Dreamcatcher.... me no like, it fucked with my heaad D8
so it was an intresting day. I also believe mert has a text-a-phobia... a fear of texting to me in english..
tomorrow i have a gym class and then i come home and draw and watch more TV.
soon, we will get a kitten, oh sweet joy this is all i have wanted in like 4 years!

YOUR GOING DOWN JUUSO! >:D

i saw the most true saying to how i think today.
"A picture speaks a thousand words. Its not enough for you to tell me i need you to show me"
i thought.. wow thats so true. I'm sick of people telling me what they think and how they feel. grow some balls, show me.
this message rings true to at least 5 people i know right now!