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i do love the song Halo, by Beyoncé. its an ever inspiring song of beauty and love
and i think i'm now very desprate to get a hold of her new CD! but i shall have to wait till i return to autrslia where i can use my money that i have in my australian bank, but i dont think i will be able to spend too much money as i will be saving frantically like usual to get back to finland... its kinda apart of my being now... i just tend to miss everything no matter where i am.. hmmm.. maybe thats just my fate, that i have to be missing somehting all the time...
hmmm
i have been doing alot of thinking as of late... not the bets thing for me, becaus ei over think things and i'm paranoid normaly with out thinking hard about it.
i'm really greatful i have such good best firends... they save me from myself and remind me ii'm human i guess. i'm pretty stone you know... there is not much in my world that can hurt me mentally, i dont get upset easily and all. but the things that can hurt me... i cling onto them so that i can keep them safe, so that they cant jump out of the box and hurt me.
i have thrashed over the song Halo so much today... and then i decided to change the song and found somehting i like almost as much. its still by Beyoncé, on the same CD i would think. but i like this song so much. its so good to just sit and listen to and gather my thoughts.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYoR75iLLug&NR=1

i have a confession. i have always liked Beyoncé, like alot... and for a long time i liked her more then rihanna... i maybe still ish kinda do maybe not could be possibley.. however..
yep
i have one plan when i get off the plane... make a bee line for the FruCHOCS!!!!!! i miss them D: so bad and timtams!!!!
all things i have to send some people for christmas XP

you know what... i believe in True love and Soulmates, i'm not ashamed of that.
i always thought that your true love was your soulmate... but recent events and thing i have see have made me believe other wise. i think, i'm one of those people who doesnt have a true love. I hate and dont trust people too much any more to have and even if i find them i wouldnt let them in. But... i think i have a soul mate. you dont have to be romantic with your soul mate, or you can i think mostly. but that does not define a soulmate! a soul mate is some one your just meant to BE with. the other half of you, some one you spend all your life looking for so your complete. i was also such a incomplete person, but... i feel... complete.. when i'm infinland, and thats why i'm so desprate to be here i think.

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMh-KyNXeSw

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo

wow...
wolf creek was so much scaryer then dawn of the dead... dawn of the dead was just gross and unrealistic... wolf creek... was a true story... and.. fucking frightening.
maybe i might give these slash and gore USA's a chance.. their not scary... their funny XD
ahh poor yankies
oh well
XP
australias horror is much scaryer
amaricans horror is over the top

winner:
Australia duh!

so yeah. again we have broken out the alcohol, ben and jerrys, and rented like.. 8 movies ... all horror movies for some reason. tiia is gonna cook and yep... i may not eat it.
hahah.
we have some nice food again n_n happy happyness...
the only problem i have...
tomorrow is fatherday...
and well... i dont have a dad here.. so i guess i'll just stay home and mope around... because fathers day happened along time ago... or maybe i'll just go walk around oulu since i have eaten so dam much XD

the party ends here...
good night...
collapses...

CAKE we're making cake. oh tiia is tippsy and me and capi are not far behind XD i realised i can walk through walls and tiia discovered she doesnt have a penis X'''''''''''''D
hahaha, tiia humpped me.... it was... frightening... really... she was stronger then me i couldnt get her off D8
and she scratched my hand and now i have blood and blah blah

me, tiia and cappi are having a vagina night!
no cock allowed!!!
we have cat mint, balieys and fattning food. we just ate huge stir fry and now we are gonna get drunk and draw and watch bad movies hahaha.
sexallent!

it rained at home! we had some kind fo tropical-ish storm mum as telling me today. Caaaause she rang me which was really really nice because i had been wondering when she would ring me again.
my ferrets are fine, every one is fine.. when i go home i'm going to be broke though X'D more then normal.
lol. mum was telling me when it rained that every one went out side and watched it, it rained for like.. half an hour. lotta lightning and thunder.. cool
love you mummy dearest ((happy now mother?))
ahhh i'm starting to get cabin fever, i gotta get out of this apartment. some one... any one call me we can go do something.... ANYTHING!!!
ahh.
i slept until 17:45 the other day... like i was in a coma!
food food glorious food.
i had some kinda... ehh... i cant think of the word.. but like a self discovery, and it was good. i think... i think this little discovery of mine will be good for other people i know too <3<3<3

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fag_hag
the things you find XD
and the things tiia shows me XD
http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Fag_hag