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went out last night... got tipsy at most with cahrlie and ebony... i'll upload some pictures i think =D. it was good cause i can talk and hang with people my own age cause no one talks to me in my home town so, its was nice to come to a place where people LIKE me and wanna party with me <3

i love u... i miss u
Happy new year
see u all in 6 months!

this song has been playing in my head for 2 days now, and i finialy find it. i care nothing for the band or anything, but i just love this song. the original is by Alice cooper, but i like this cover better, i can dance to this one, and ahh. i loev this song!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9U77bsDnC4w
this is how i feel about every guy i ever fancy or get a crush on.

MERRY CHRISTMAS FINLAND
its not christmas here yet but i know it is for you guys. so go have some fun and a happy new year!
i love you all more then life and i can wait to see you all again!!!!

OMg my mother is.. so nasty. i had a shower today, got out started to dry myself and then noticed something on my shoulder... ONLY THE BIGGEST AMOUNT OF DARK HUMAN HAIR ALL OVER MY BACK! mum had decided to brush her hair and then get the hair out of the brush, little did she know.. or did she... it went ALL OVER THE TOWLS!
oh god i was erked!
it was like.. ew-ew-ew-ew!!!


Well to every one i wish a very merry christmas and festive sesson incause i dont see or hear from u before then.
ur so important to me, the reason i keep breathing, i think, if it wasnt for friends like you i would have done something bad to myself because u make it worth going on.
ur my sunshine on a rainny day.
merry christmas

i went to my grandmothers home on the beach and had a blast. we ate.. and ate.. and ate.. no wonder i'm getting fat. and then i drank and drank and drank... and then u know what.. i threw up for 30mins.. yeah... along time.. so.. when u think about it.. i had room for more food.. no then i passed out on the couch so yeah. Still even though that was nasty, i have never thrown up so much and oh so nasty, and my skin, i'm kinda brown now, and i have little freckles everywhere on my face shoulders and arms, their kinda cute i guess.. only... my sin is a little angry and so i have *cough* a few angry spots. BUT I"M STILL PEELING! off one arm, both my knees and now a foot... on my foot... hey in Australia we dont wear that much ok... its too hot to.
hmm yeah i caught this lizard today called a bluetongued lizard. their really agressive and when they bite u its nasty cause they dont let go and they have shap teeth, but i had to catch it because it was where all my little cousins where and the poor thing was so scared, but when i grabbed it it tried to pee on me and bite me, good thing i know how to hold them or i'd be missing a finger, even dylan didnt wanna touch it... pussy!
i think i shall ring some of u for christmas.. but i dont know what time.. or what day, because u guys celebrate christmas a day before us.. so i didnt know.. well what ever, i have until the end of the week to decide... do not exspect a long phone call.. i dont have the money people.... i'm still jobless. .. i'm so desprate, i might take a job at mc'donalds if i have to to come back to u guys <3

like, i woke up this morning rolled over and put my head on my arm and noticed thus..... I'M PEELING! my arm was all white and looked like i had some kind of skin sickness!!!! it was so gross. so i scrubbed it with my lofer and got it all off. turns out last night all the mosquitos got into my room and had a feast on me... and now.. i itch and flake.. haha... oh the sexyness.. ok not as bad as it sounds, but still eww...

well just like i said... i'm so bored with my life here.
all i do is hang with dylan.. still. i have hired this new PS2 game called Odin Sphere... and have become some what addicted to it.
i'm getting really anxious about getting a job i am starting to get more and more desprate in the matter.
i'm lonely mostly... i just sit around... over thinking like i always do... because well... i dont really have anyone here. everytime i see some one.. they go crazy and i feel like.. well.. punching them, and every now and then, not often i have this desire to stab Dylan with the pen i'm drawing with... because.... he so annoying DX
i wanna work i'm so bored. a school the other day asked me to come and give art lessons to some kids... their only like.. 9-10 year olds.. i was so bored i was like.. yeah sure why not... it doent start till next year XP

its getting too hot here too... when i wake in the morning its so hot in my room the reason i wake up is because i can smell pork cooking.... ME! and i sewat and its just impossible to stay there! and at night i have to sleep with no blankets or anything, that or Taryn sleeps in the RAW!

i think too much because this year... coming year i mean.. it decides everything. i have to decide.. finland or Australia,... and really some times i dont know about either... S:
its all .. like being dizzy, u dont know which way is up or down... and u dont know which way to turn.

ben and jerrys.... hmmmmmmmm... i want! so bad.. but they do not sell here.. WTF! D:<

hmmmm still nothing huge to report, life seems to be going along kinda boringly and slowly. as u know, my town was like.. knee deep in water as we had a flash flood... and then.. after all the water went away... we had another one. we dont see rain in like.. 10000000 years and then we get a whole years worth in two days... go figure.
so yep. nothing that intresting, i did go to my familes party thing. my oldest cousin Danielle turned 25 and my uncel turned 50.. so we had a double party for them. i have never seeeeen so much food in all my life! nor have i eaten so much... in all my life.. i didnt really hang out with too many people just kinda sat and watched for most of it until people started to hand my jelly alcohol and other nasty crap.. after i was drunk i would playing sing star against my fave cousin jamie.. i killed him every time, in fact i spent the rest of the night with him after that.
i went swimming... for like the first time this year.. looked at myself in thr mirror at my marshmellow body and though.. ehkk. yuck, so put some shorts on and a sun top... it belonged to my aunt because i was still at their house the next day after the party, because there was still so much food!.. sadly.. the sun top, although pright pink/purple.. turned out to be see through and the water was cold... i could have poked out an eye.... so when ever i was out of the water, i had to cover my boobs with my hands or scar my brothers to death...
i still havent found a job.. it makes me sick to think about goingt o work for my old boss again, lets hope it does not come to that now shall we DX
i need to have... hmmmm.... 3000$ roughly before... soon! ok i think i have like... 4 months to get it, but still! need moneies!!!!

i have started to draw again.. alot... i just did... i think one of the most detailed pictures i have ever created, based on the song Poker face by Lady Gaga. only just after i had finished talking it with mery.. i find out.. my little brothers are like... inlove with lady gaga... and so i have been hearing that same song for 3 days straight now... so the pic.. ah my pride and joy at the momnet.
i cant wait for christmas... i know i'll probally get fatter on christmas, but fuck it i dont care! i can always lost it before i come home agian now cant i, and its not like I am trying to attract any one so there!
ahh... i miss you guys.
i have had falling outs with lorinda and my other friends live so far far far away...
you guys were not.. psychos!.. ish... but u guys were fun insane.. here.. its just annoying insane.
i miss shopping too...
hmmmm... i feel like ben a jerrys! i have bene CRAVING cheese cake brownies all week!!! yum.. icecream!
i would love to see and hear you guys again, but i have to wait until i have a job before i can call anyone, i could just never afford to call with out a job.. bastards... living so far apart.
i'm dying for Mira to come here... when i think about it.... i nearly pee myself X////D

i think i'm inlove!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7o0hIBksAVU