IRC-Galleria

..but I know he wont.

I got interested in you on sixth grade.
You were this nice looking guy who plays ice hockey.
You were the 'leader' of your group.
But I wasn't into anyone back then,
I was too young.

Then, it got worse on seventh grade.
Not unbearable, but worse.
it was like everytime I saw you,
my heart bounced a few times extra.

Now, on the eight grade,
it's starting to interfere my personal life.
Every time I think of you, I can't think of anything else in a while.
everytime I see you, my heart stops for a few bounce.
When my heart starts to beat again, it beats too fast.

I know, that if I do something about it,
if I tell you about it,
I get rejected.
Couse you have your own friends.
You don't need me, the school's biggest weirdo.
You are way beyond my league.

So I stick to where I am right now....

Watching you from afar and nearly faint everytime you look at me.
I'll keep staring at you.
We have made an eye contact few times before, but it was a long time back
to the beginning of the eight grade.
I couldn't watch you back long, I'm too shy.
And you're too beautiful.
That's one reason I can't stop this stupid thing.

You've never talked to me, so that means you're not interested in me.
And it hurts, more than you think.
But I know that you couldn't care less.
And it's fine now...
..But I don't know about the future, when this gets worse and worse...
..until I can let go of you.

But I'll never forget you,

My first love.