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NYT KUKAAN EI VOI TÄTÄ KAKARAA ESTÄÄ, MINÄ PAINUN PÄIVÄUNILLE.

You are the extreme opposite to an action woman: you are sweet, you love pink and glitter. Everyone who sees you sees a totally and perfect styled little girl - daddy's little girl maybe. Boys are drawn to you automatically. But they have no respect. They play with you. It's hard for you to find a boy who is willing to risk a serious relationship. You have a lot of friends, but most of them are girls just like you. You also have a lot of shallow contacts. Maybe you are very dependent on your parents. You are always so squeaky and happy and lovely when others are near - but that's only a mask. A mask that covers all your sadness, desperation and self-doubt. One day you will make someone very happy, but untill then you have to learn to love yourself and be the person you are supposed to be.

*junnaa vieläkin hereillä*

Onnee mulle, kun pitäs herätä tunnin päästä ._."

*ei oo vieläkään nukahtanu*

Onks nyt joku saamarin uus kuu tjtn? Ò_Ó

*painuu pehkuihin*

..Jännä, kun aina kun katon vieraslistaa, siel on joku (tai useempi) 15-18v jätkä käyny kattoon mun kuvia O_O

*tuuletusta*

..but I know he wont.

I got interested in you on sixth grade.
You were this nice looking guy who plays ice hockey.
You were the 'leader' of your group.
But I wasn't into anyone back then,
I was too young.

Then, it got worse on seventh grade.
Not unbearable, but worse.
it was like everytime I saw you,
my heart bounced a few times extra.

Now, on the eight grade,
it's starting to interfere my personal life.
Every time I think of you, I can't think of anything else in a while.
everytime I see you, my heart stops for a few bounce.
When my heart starts to beat again, it beats too fast.

I know, that if I do something about it,
if I tell you about it,
I get rejected.
Couse you have your own friends.
You don't need me, the school's biggest weirdo.
You are way beyond my league.

So I stick to where I am right now....

Watching you from afar and nearly faint everytime you look at me.
I'll keep staring at you.
We have made an eye contact few times before, but it was a long time back
to the beginning of the eight grade.
I couldn't watch you back long, I'm too shy.
And you're too beautiful.
That's one reason I can't stop this stupid thing.

You've never talked to me, so that means you're not interested in me.
And it hurts, more than you think.
But I know that you couldn't care less.
And it's fine now...
..But I don't know about the future, when this gets worse and worse...
..until I can let go of you.

But I'll never forget you,

My first love.

aaaaaAAAAAAAAA!!!!! TUUN HULLUKS!!!

tää vtun Tutkielma ajaa mut hulluks. ajattelin, et saisin ees vähän tehtyy tänä yönä, mutta eeeei......... EN VTU OMISTA SITÄ STNAN LAPPUSYDEEMII MISSÄ LUKEE OHJEET MITÄ SIHEN PITÄÄ TULLA!!!!


VTUSTNAPRKLEJMALUTAPRCPSKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..I had the weirdest dream...... Ò.Ó

It's gonna be.... interesting to see him tomorrow... even the thought of that makes me laugh/puke XDD

I hope I'll never see anything like that ever again....

But I know I will.



......Yikes.