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The Reason

I said –I`m sorry-
You didn`t hear me
You just looked ahead
and moved on like I had never been there
Don`t you understand how much I love only you
I just can`t take it anymore
I`ve got my limits
and they faced me right now
I don`t know what to say anymore
so that even somebody could understand
That I`m not here anymore
I died, died with someone who never existed
There`s nothing in me anymore
before in this kind of situation I would have fallen already
deep in love
I`ve lost myself for good
My heart beats, but it doesen`t help me to be alive
My mind is dead
And even though you think I don`t understand what you say
I understand better than ever
I know surrendering is weakness
but what ever, I´m weak
My life wasn`t a fairytale
I`m too tired to go on
even though I smile, I`m empty inside
You say I don`t care how everyone else feels
But you don`t understand how much I hurt especially myself
how I broke myself being the one that no one could ever touch
There`s no reason to go on
I lost the only reason because my lies
and things that no one really did