Dead Memory
Snow colours my world in grey
The only light spots
are the street lights somewhere far away
So quickly the warm heart
turns hard and dies
"I love you and I don`t wanna lose you"
That`s what you last said to me and i can still hear the words in my head
You will never lose me
I should have opened my eyes earlier
So I could have seen how sick you were
No one told me that I could lose you
How much should I love
That I can lose something so quickly?
Why didn`t you told me?
Why didn`t you wake me up to live with you?
I lose control
I stay up all night `cos you`re not with me
and I stay up on the day to forget all the bad
I can`t believe you`re dead
Why did your time come so soon?
I follow my fears
I don`t wanna see the bright day anymore
Not in this world
Just one more time
And this will stay in my memories
Without you
Don`t wake me up
Until I`m with you