IRC-Galleria

for those people who are really trying so hard to love ..

i know you love me and you want to try
and i dont really want to say goodbye
but you give me no choice on what to do
and all you can say is ill change for you
change for you and not for me
and maybe it will always be
i try so hard to stay by your side
but sometimes i want to run and hide
like they say reep what you sew
and now you understand and really know
i feel lower than dirt and i dont know why
i wish i was high in the sky
you dont know how bad it hur me
now you know and can really see
you say you love me but i dont see how
you never trusted me until now
there is no love unless there is trust
you that within that there is no just
that even without trust you still love me
but i dont see how that can be
you stress me out and sufficate
and within those days i barely ate
i dont know what to say but i cant stay
i think i should just go my way
i dont really want to i hope and pray
that we can talk and be okay
you told me i wasnt a mom because i didnt have a baby to show
but it hurt coming from you more than you know
when others say it its because they dont understand how it feels
to lose the one you can always feel how they feel
i know im a mom whether you like it or not
others are just jelous of what ive got
im sick and tired of the way you act
so if you dont change im never coming back
my bagc are packed and im out the door
i know your heart is hurt and sore
if you werent so stubborn you could see
that it was always you and never me
so when you think of why we are apart
know that from the very start
i loved you with all my heart
and of my life you were a big part
but now things have changed and i dont know why
i dont really want to say goodbye.