He's a large and ugly giant monster, headless on my back
This urgent haste in my head
Materialized in this dark hole world
No one can help me there.
I know this pain has gone too far,
The fear is now so loud!!!
Kill a child I'm trying to protect myself,
Against your old controlled hate.
Pollution of mind filled all the space and destroyed my light,
At least mine were never allowed.
The hardest thing to me is
Facing the fear I live,
No one can help me now it's under my heart
I'll come to know the meaning
My demons are inside
I'll bring them all to light
I wanted to hate, I wanted to die,
I wanted to see you sacrificed,
I had to deal with the fear you gave me
But you fucking never tried to help me.
I was jealous and I was scared
Nobody ever replaced my pain
To say I'm not evil, to tell I'm not bad
Too late — I'm lost in human nature!!!!!
Leave me be,
Set me free.
Leave me be,
Set me free...
The hardest thing to me is
Facing the fear I live,
No one can help me,
now it's under my heart
I'll come to know the meaning,
My demons are inside,
I'll bring them all to light.
Unexpected, yet expected,
Emerged from the dark I come to life!
You know me, you fear me,
Always me knocking at your door, always around.
Insulted, disrespected,
Return to the dark into this light
You know me, you fear me!
You fear me!
The hardest thing to me is
Facing the fear I live,
No one can help me now,
it's under my heart
I'll come to know the meaning
My demons are inside
I'll bring them all to light