I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest,
Or the girl who never wants to be alone.
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning,
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home.
Aahh, the sun is blinding,
I stayed up again.
Oohh, I am finding,
That's not the way I want my story to end.
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation,
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling,
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play".
Aahh, I am falling,
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame.
Looking for myself.. Sober
When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad,
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had.
I have hurt myself, cried,
Never again.
Broken down in agony,
And just trying to find a friend
How do I feel this good sober?