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You can talk as much shit as you like. Maybe I talk also. But in the end, all the shit will be in my back. It only counts what I said, but what about you? How come you always get so easily in every situation, because you're the favorite one and you have "difficult" time in your life?

"oh, poor me, feel sorry for me, I didn't mean anything I said"

But still, I am that dumb cow who thought that we can leave this all behind. But you just have to make fight in every aspect you can, that is how you live your life. You think you're head is all organized but maybe it isn't.. How come you can talk all that trash, and think that you can get away from it? How come people have to be sorry and apologize from you if they hurt your feelings? Do you do that in any other ways? Why are you above everyone? How come you can do to people all the shit you want and you don't even realize if you do something wrong? How hard it can be to be sorry?

People have some state of mind when enough is enough, I had enough.

Fair play, I've heard few people talk about it. These people are such a back martyrs, they don't know anything about fair play.
"Only who did something wrong is you. You are the only one who has said a bad things about her. She hasn't spoke a thing about you, she's a angel."
Yeah right, how come everyone can defend her, even though she did so horrible things to your own blood relative. I don't think that any kid in the world can make it all better.

This is such a sick game wich I don't want to take any part of anymore. Even it costs every relationship to my becoming relatives, I don't care. This is a decision wich I should have make a long time ago..

Tälle vuodelle tein lupauksia seuraavasti:

- Poltan savukkeita enää vain viihteellä ollessani
- Yritän olla vieläkin parempi äiti ja tyttöystävä

Parasta uutta vuotta mun kaikille muruille! Tänää bileet Junnulla ja Tepillä, eli juhlia täytyy railakkaasti.

Kohta Lauran kanssa saunaan, nakit ja pottusalaatit naamaan ja armoton tinutus käyntiin. Kohta porukka kasassa, vielä yks työläinen paikalle ja siitä lähetään.

Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, comes around..

Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
Maybe I should do the same
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get is a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it go without saying that should let the feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy
See...

Haha
See
You shoulda listened to me, baby

Because
What goes around comes back around

Kiitos kaikille rakkaille kuluneesta vuodesta!

[x] yksityisesti




It's all right, I don't give a damn.
I don't play your rules, I make my own.
Tonight, I do what I want because I can.

Osta mulle sitä osta mulle tätä, no vittu osta ite

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest,
Or the girl who never wants to be alone.
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning,
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home.

Aahh, the sun is blinding,
I stayed up again.
Oohh, I am finding,
That's not the way I want my story to end.

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation,
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling,
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play".
Aahh, I am falling,
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame.

Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad,
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had.
I have hurt myself, cried,
Never again.
Broken down in agony,
And just trying to find a friend

How do I feel this good sober?

Tänään sen tajusin miten mulla on maailman parhaat ystävät!! Jokaisella niistä on sydän täyttä kultaa ja ne tekee mun elämästä kokonaisen. Tänään itkin yksin kotona ja mietin, että miten YKSIN mä olisin ilman teitä ja miten paljon te ootte mua auttanu. Mä en ikinä voi kiittää teitä rakkaat ystävät siitä että olette mun elämässä. Mutta toivottavasti saatte multa edes vähän sitä takaisin mitä te annatte mulle. Mä tiedän etten aina ole hyvä ystävä, mutta mä yritän parhaani.

"Ei elämäni sellaista päivää tullessaan tuo, ettenkö teitä ajattelisi"
"Mä niin rakastan teitä, myyn vaikka saharaan hiekkaa teidän takia"

Kiitos tytöt ja pojat, ilman teitä mulla ei olis mitään. Meillä kaikilla on ollut omat pienet hetkemme, ja toivottavasti saan vielä tämän elämän aikaan kokea teidän kanssa niitä monta. Osalla meistä on välimatkaa ja se estää meitä näkemästä, mutta se ei estä sitä etteikö me voitais olla ystäviä ja muistella niitä meidän pieniä hetkiä.

Mä oon teidän takia niin monet itkut itkeny, teidän puolia pitäny ja teitä rakastanu. Haluan antaa itestäni kaiken mitä mulla on teille annettavaa, niin hyvässä kun pahassa.

Mä rakastan teitä, LOVE TILL DEATH!

So many lies, what's the meaning?

So unexpected, the tables have turned
I'm laughin' now because the joke is on you
And it's so unexpected that you're getting burned

I was always a few steps ahead
Now I'm moving on 'cause you've made your bed

Now you're paying the price, but you're deceiving
And I bet you didn't see it comin'

So unexpected, the tables have turned
I'm laughin' now because the joke is on you
And it's so unexpected that you're getting burned

Now the joke is on you
See it made you laugh, now it makes you cry
And now you know just what I went through
There's a different path

Isn't life so complicated
Look at all the love you wasted
Girl you know you played me like a fool, yes you did
And now it's comin' back on you

So unexpected
I know it don't feel good
But you should've known it would come back on you
Now you know how it feels