IRC-Galleria

I am an experienced person in love, well if you can call it that way. I’ll rather call it unstable emotions of liking. Unfortunately or maybe it has made me a better, I have been with four different type of girls. I’m not playing with emotions, well I though I didn’t. Actually I have noticed one strange thing in me, or it can also be just coincidence. Usually there are some things that I need and if looking at this in a big point of view, I get them most of the times. But after that, everything just freezes. But my point isn’t about that. My point is about love and how we are used to use it wrong. Ok, I know there isn’t right love! But there is something. These days we intent to use it so much, the word, that we forget about what it really means. Kids, youth, matures use it. But after all, its hard to see anymore who is serious and who’s not. Youth, meet in internet or a big drunk party, next day we live together, we have sex, walks in the park, the usual stuff. We intend to think that we are in big love with person we only like. So we say to each other “I love you”, for what? I mean it feels good to hear such words, especially when someone means it, who does and who doesn’t? Youth make up, break up, that same pattern that we all go through. Some of us more times than others, some less. The most important thing is to realise what love really is, at least superficially. Learn from mistakes, not only do they teach you, you’ll also know a little more about yourself. And that if what is important, because if you’ll stay the same, and the unwanted bad habits will stay in you, nothing will change, and you’ll make up and break up over and over again. Love is such strong word that I’m afraid to use it before I’m 96% sure that I mean it. I’m that type of person that says it all the time just to make someone feel better, or to get something out of someone, f*ck NO! That if what is the most foolish thing you can do. Don’t say anything what you don’t mean, liking and loving are different thing, commitment and just to have fun don’t belong together.
“Some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint - like a heartbeat. And pure love - why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there.”