IRC-Galleria

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

Michael Jackson - Morphine <33

He got flash, baby
Kicked in the back, baby
A heart attack, baby
I need your body!

A hot kiss, honey
He dug the ditch, baby
You make me sick, baby
So unreliable!

I'm such a swine, baby
All down the line, baby
I hate your kind, baby
So unreliable!

A hot buzz, baby
He want the buzz, baby
Another drug, baby
You don't deserve it!

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine!

(Is this what the doctor says?)

He got the place, baby
Kicked in the face, baby
He hate your race, baby
You're such a liar!

You're every lick, baby
Your dog's a bitch, baby
You make me sick, baby
You talk survival

She never come for me
She never want, baby
I got you up, baby
You're just a rival!

Always a play, daddy
Right up your league, baby
You're throwin' shade, daddy
So undesirable!

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine
Go on, baby!

Relax
This won't hurt you
Before I put it in
Close your eyes and count to ten
Don't cry, I won't convert you
There's no need to dismay
Close your eyes and drift away
Demerol, demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol
Demerol, demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol

He's tried hard to convince her
To give him more of what he had
Today he wants it twice as bad
Don't cry, I won't resent you
Yesterday you had his trust
Today he's taking twice as much
Demerol, demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol
Demerol, demerol
Oh God he's got his demerol
Hee....ooohhh
Oh!

(Is this what the doctor says?)

He got shit, baby
Your dog's a bitch, baby
You make me sick, baby
You are a liar!

He shoot the game, daddy
Deep in the pain, baby
You talk the same, baby
You're so unreliable!

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
She's doin' morphine!

You just sit around and talkin' about it
You're takin' morphine
Whoo!
Go on, baby!

Hold me
Like the river Jordan
And I will then say to thee
You are my friend

Carry me
Like you are my brother
Love me like a mother
Will you be there?

When weary
Tell me will you hold me
When wrong, will you mold me
When lost will you find me?

But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight til the end
But I'm only human

Everyone's taking control of me
Seems that the world's
Got a role for me
I'm so confused
Will you show to me
You'll be there for me
And care enough to bear me

(Hold me)
(Lay your head lowly)
(Softly then boldly)

(Hold me)
(Love me and feed me)
(Kiss me and free me)
(I will feel blessed)

(Carry)
(Carry me boldly)
(Lift me up slowly)
(Carry me there)

(Save me)
(Heal me and bathe me)
(Softly you say to me)
(I will be there)

(Lift me)
(Lift me up slowly)
(Carry me boldly)
(Show me you care)

(Hold me)
(Lay your head lowly)
(Softly then boldly)
(Carry me there)

(Need me)
(Love me and feed me)
(Kiss me and free me)
(I will feel blessed)

In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there?
In my trials
And my tribulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart

You will always have my heart<3

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Akon feat. Michael Jackson - Hold my hand <33333333333333333333333

You:
IÂ’m sorry for the times I would neglect
IÂ’m sorry for the times I disrespect

IÂ’m sorry for the wrong things that IÂ’ve done
IÂ’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you canÂ’t sleep at night when I am not there
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl <3

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then itÂ’s just a shame on me
IÂ’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Mom:
Sorry for all the times you didnÂ’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didnÂ’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
IÂ’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
IÂ’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
IÂ’m sorry that your daugther was once a thief
IÂ’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I wouldÂ’ve listened and not be so bad
IÂ’m sorry your life turned out this way
IÂ’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

IÂ’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
IÂ’m sorry that it took so long to speak
Why doesnÂ’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
Even though the blameÂ’s on you
IÂ’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me...

Itken täällä... ,____,
Mulla on tylsää ja vituttaa ja ja... Ja mulla on ikävä ja kaikkee paskaa... -.-'



Mä meen röökille vaik...

*Huokaus*

Vedän ranteet auki naulalla! Mua vituttaa olla täällä neljän seinän sisällä! Mutta kun ei voi mennä mihkään kun Luke on pipiii! :((

Raukkaparka oli kussu yöllä alleen ja makas kusilammikossa ku heräsin. Nyt oon siivonnu kuset ja pessy minun pikkusen vanhuksen ja saan kesken menon kohta kun oon ton kissan ulosteen kanssa näin läheisissä tekemisissä vaikka oonkin desinfioinu itteeni huolella... ,___,


En haluu olla yksin täällä on niin vitun tylsää... :(