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Why is that when I like a girl,

I always think about things, for instance,

Does she like me too?

If she does? Is it as a friend or more than a friend?

And getting answer from that question makes me scared.

Because, what if I really do like the girl more than just a friend?

And she only says she likes me as a friend.

It would crush me.

It would leave a mark of disappointment,

In my heart, especially in my head.

and leave a thought of being rejected once again.

I'm just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

There is someone just actually came in to my mind.

I never actually talked to that person for a while now.

I wonder If everything is good?

Nah, I shouldn't think about that person anymore.

I bet everything is good.

I mean if not,

YOU wouldn't be reading this!

Right?

Why do I still try?

Eventhough if I knew already that,

I will never be accepted by anyone.

When you get rejected many times,

You become expert on it.

I mean expert on rejection..

You could actually see from a person's eyes,

When she is gonna reject you.

Before you even open your mouth and say something,

You'll see that she's gonna reject you.

"It's too bad that you judge me by the way I look, not by who I am.."

All you know is to command people around you,

All you know is to complain about everything that surrounds you,

You think you know everything in life,

You think you are better than anyone else,

Well,

I have a bad news for you!

YOU ARE NOT ANY BETTER!

You are just a blabber! A pretender!

But the truth is...

You are nothing! You don't know anything!

But I do welcome you to the year 2000.

Come on I ain't that bad.

You can have the chance to study what "Life" really means.

Coz the meaning of life for you is too old fashion.

Let's stir things a little bit. Yeah?

Me and my parents had a car accident last night!

We're all fine.

But! Geez! That was really terrible!

I thought I was gonna die!

I saw a flash back of everyone I know!

I almost died when I was a baby.

And last night an accident.

If i would count it,

This is actually my 3rd life that I am living in.

I just wanna say to all the people I know..

I love you all! Don't care if you believe it or not!

In case something happened, and I'm not getting the 4th..

At least I got to tell you all...

Even though I met you
Just a few days before.

I have learned so much of who you are
And thirst to learn even more.

I want to share my world with you,
All the smiles and all the tears.

I want to learn to trust again,
Something I havent done in years.

You became very special to me,
and you have kindled something new to me.

I want to feel love in my life,
and I want it to be with you.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,

But what is more painful is to love someone,

And never find the courage,

To let that person know,

How you feel.....

Love someone whose heart has been broken,

For this someone knows exactly how it feels to be broken hearted,

and would not break yours...

You've been in a relationship with someone for quite a long time now,

That someone annoys you a lot nowadays,

You feel like you would want to end the relationship.

What are you going to do?

And how will you tell that someone about it?

It is hard!

Coz, You don't wanna hurt his/her feelings.

This situation makes you think hard.

Now,

That is not the suckiest part.

The suckiest part is when,

You break up,

And time has passed.

And you'd realize that you still have feelings for that person,

Even if that person annoys you.

All I mean is that,

Don't you say you would not have regrets,

You will!

Because,

Even if that person annoys you a lot,

There is still something inside that person,

That makes you confuse,

Makes you have regrets,

And makes you understand more about Love....