This is not who i am, it´s too hard you to understand, there´s no need to explain cause we both have our own ways, i still hope you could understand that i don´t wanna hurt you of any change, my feelings are one fucking big mess, but you have to know that it´s not bacause of you. I just need my own time while i´m in between. All what ai wan´t to know is... why would i be with you if my heart belongs to someone else ? I don´t wanna be a B-I-T-C-H or selfish... but we just wasn´t ment to stay this way !!!!!