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And Before I Begin, There's One Thing To Tell.
No Story Is Worth Hearing

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Sparkling angel I believe
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the Whispers, the Warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

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you told me
live as if you were to die tomorrow
feel as if you were to be reborn now
face as if you were to live forever

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There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

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The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You broked my dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

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Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that Im nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything Ive done
Because its the onlt thing I have left

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And this is how it feels when I ignore
the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself
when I keep running away from you
And this is who I am when,
when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose
when it's all left up to me

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Take these memories
That are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds
By his own pair of scissors

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I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised

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I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
You walk around on me

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I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

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A court is in session, a verdict is in
No appeal on the docket today
Just my own sin
The walls are cold and pale
The cage made of steel
Screams fill the room
Alone I drop and kneel
Silence now the sound
My breath the only motion around
Demons cluttering around
My face showing no emotion
Shackled by my sentence
Expecting no return
Here there is no penance
My skin begins to burn

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding Hate That Burns Inside
That they can't see
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some

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So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

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Of late, it's harder just to go outside
To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive.
Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay
Killed by the weakness, but forced to return. Turn it off.

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Siivet lähtee pois
arvet synnyttää
ei enää käytävää jossa synnit levähtää
Kuivuu,haihtuu pois
mustelmat vain jää
ei enää sadetta joka henkiin herättää

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It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end

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I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care to much
And my scars remind me, that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.

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Sitten loppuun vähän omaa tekstiä

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Now i have wroted my story ahead
My life is a book that end pages has
been ripped off,
Can i still fly even if i have only one wing left?
Can i rise in the air and fly?
Hate me.. Pity me.. Break Me..
Beat me.. Violate me.. Destroy me..
Slash me.. Crush me.. Kill me..
But leave everything behind,
My Memories, My Scars,
Your Silent Whispers
There No Other Way