Have i been so FUCKING blind and/or stupid , and didn't see my chances pouring down in the toilet??? Life has yet again fallen down to the never ending canyon , been there done that.... Not the first time and not the last one , have risen up once before , so why cant i do it again???
Had so many wonderful days , but somehow i have managed to FUCK up everybody's life like my own...
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! cant take it no more... Lost my job , going to lose my home and my friends... dont have no more , why do i always make the wrong moves when my life was fine??? why the FUCK do i do it!!??
even when i know it's going to FUCK my life AGAIN!!! Where am i going to go after this is over? i don't know.. maybe just resting under that huge oak tree whats in front off my apartment....
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