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Oon niin happy! Luulin, et mun kamera on mennyttä kalua, mut äsken sainkin sen päälle kun huvikseni kokeilin, ja sain viimein ulos kevään kuvat Worcesterista! Tuli jotenkin tosi hyvä fiilis kun katselin niitä, ja ikävä kaikkia ihmisiä. Ne oli ihan huippukuvia (vaikka mä näytinkin ihan karseelta, as usual), ja tuli muistoja mieleen<3 Jotenkin tuntuu niin kaukaiselta kaikki siellä... Tosin monesta kuvasta mulla ei ole mitään muistikuvaa :DD Ihme juttu...

I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, barely beating

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
This animal I have become

(x) - done
(_) - haven't done

(x) been drunk
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(_) played mailbox baseball
(x) ran away from home
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(_) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) kicked someone's butt
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date..
(_) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) had sex
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(_) slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concert
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) walked a tightrope along train tracks
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(_) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite.
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(_) fallen asleep at work/school
(_) climbed a volcano
(_) used a fake id
(x) gone ice skating
(x) watched the sun set
(/) felt an earthquake
(_) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(_) ridden on a camel
(_) climbed a mountain
(_) played ‘clue’
(x) had a sleepover
(x) been tickled
(_) seen a UFO
(x) told a lie
(_) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) been fishing
(_) snuck into a movie
(x) consulted a psychic
(_) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) been to a zoo
(x) seen your dad cry
(x) ran a red light
(_) been suspended from school
(_) been in a car accident
(_) had braces.
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole litre of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(_) touched a starfish
(_) danced in the moonlight
(xxx) hated the way you look
(_) jousted/sword fought/jedi light thingys
(x) witnessed a crime
(_) been spit on by a llama
(_) pole danced
(x) met anyone famous
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been to the circus
(_) been to jail
(x) laughed during a sad scene in a movie/tv show
(_) played with an etch a sketch
(x) eaten caviar
(_) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) hated your computer
(x) owned a pet
(_) made a banana-split
(_) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(_) had a midnight picnic
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) laughed in the middle of church
(x) stepped on a nail so that it went into your foot.
(_) made homemade ice cream
(x) actually enjoyed your classes
(_) used a magic 8 ball
(_) made a flower chain necklace or other type of jewelry
(x) played cops and robbers
(_) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils
(_) seen a moose up close
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you would never do
(x) played air guitar
(x) tripped up or down the stairs
(_) had a crush on a family member
(_) made a mud pie
(x) made prank phone calls
(_) seen a broadway show on broadway
(_) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(_) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) I am shorter than 5'4.
(x) I think I'm ugly sometimes.
(_) I tan easily.
(x) I wish my hair was a different color.
(x) I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
(_) I have a tattoo.
(_) I am self-conscious about my appearance.
(_) have/I've had braces.
(x) wear glasses.
(x) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
(x) I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
(x) I have more than 2 piercings.
(x) I have piercings in places besides my ears.
(_) I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

(x) I've sworn at my parents.
(x) I've run away from home.
(_) I've been kicked out of the house.
(_) My biological parents are together.
(_) I have a sibling less than one year old.
(x) I want to have kids someday.
(_) I've had children.
(_) I've lost a child.


School/Work

(x) I'm in school.
(x) I have a job.
(_) I failed more than 1 class last year.


Embarrassment

(x) I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
(x) Disney movies still make me cry.
(_) I've peed from laughing.
(x) I've snorted while laughing.
(x) I've laughed so hard I've cried.
(_) I've glued my hand to something
(x) I've had my pants rip in public

Health

(_) I was born with a disease/impairment.
(_) I've gotten stitches.
(_) I've broken a bone.
(_) I've had my tonsils removed.
(_) I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
(_) I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
(_) I had a serious surgery.
(x) I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

(x) I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
(_) I've been to Disneyland.
(_) I've been to Mexico.
(_) I've been to Niagara Falls.


Experiences

(_) I've gotten lost in my city.
(x) I've seen a shooting star.
(x) I've wished on a shooting star.
(_) I've seen a meteor shower.
(x) I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
(x) I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(_) I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
(x) I've been to a casino.
(_) I've been skydiving.
(x) I've gone skinny dipping.
(x) I've played spin the bottle.
(_) I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
(_) I've crashed a car.
(x) I've been Skiing
(x) I've been in a play.
(x) I've seen the Northern Lights.
(x) I've sat on a roof top at night.
(x) I've played chicken.
(x) I've played a prank on someone.

Relationships

(x) I'm single
(_) I'm in a relationship.
(_) I'm engaged.
(_) I'm married.
(_) I've gone on a blind date
(_) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
(_) I have a fear of abandonment.
(_) I've cheated in a relationship.
(_) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(_) I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
(_) I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
(_) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(_) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
(x) I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

(_) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
(_) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(_) I've been in a fist fight
(_) I've been arrested.
(x) I've shoplifted.


Drugs/Alcohol

(x) I've consumed alcohol.
(/) I regularly drink.
(x) I've passed out from drinking.
(x) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've smoked weed
(_) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(_) I've eaten shrooms.
(_) I've popped E.
(_) I've inhaled Nitrous.
(_) I've done hard drugs.
(_) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
(_) I can't swallow pills.
(_) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(_) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(/) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
(_) I take anti-depressants.
(_) I'm/or have been anorexic or bulimic.
(_) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose.
(_) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide

(/) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(_) I've seen someone dying.
(_) Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
(_) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(_) I've planned my own suicide.
(x) I have had thoughts of suicide.

Materialism

(x) I own over 5 rap CDs.
(x) I own over 5 rock CDs.
(_) I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
(_) I own something from Hot Topic.
(_) I own something from Pac Sun.
(_) I collect comic books.
(_) I own something from The Gap.
(_) I own something I got on e-bay.
(_) I own something from Abercrombie.


Random

(_) I can sing well
(_) I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
(_) I open up to others easily.
(_) I watch the news.
(_) I don't kill bugs.
(_) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(_) I sing in the shower.
(_) I am a morning person.
(_) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(_) I'm a snob about grammar.
(_) I am a sports fanatic.
(_) I twirl my hair
(_) I have "x"s in my screen name
(_) I love being neat
(_) I love Spam
(_) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
(_) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(_) I would wear pajamas to school.
(_) I like Martha Stewart
(_) I know how to shoot a gun.
(_) I am in love with love.
(_) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
(_) I eat fast food weekly.
(/) I believe in ghosts.
(_) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(_) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.
(x) I love white chocolate
(_) I bite my nails.
(x) I play video games.
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(/) I'm good at remembering names
(_) I'm good at remembering dates.
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
(_) I love the idea that a jerk will fall for me
(x) I have been hurt by someone i wasnt dating cause of love
(_) I am sad right now
(_) One of my favorite flowers is either roses, lilies, or lilacs
(x) My answers are totally honest

Oon iloinen! Kai... Joo oon mä! :P

Fanni suuntaa pian nokkansa kohti Turkua, heissan!
Näkyy ens viikolla.

Tulee suru puseroon ja tippa linssiin.

KYMMENEN ASIAA ULKONÄÖSTÄNI:
01. Valkoiset hiukset
02. Lyhyys
03. Lävistykset
04. Rähjäisyys
05. Vahva silmien rajaus
06. Mustat kulmakarvat
07. Toispuoleinen hymy
08. Vaalea iho
09. Pienet kädet
10. Pienet jalat

YHDEKSÄN ASIAA JOITA ODOTAN:
01. Ruisrockia
02. Aurinkoisia ilmoja
03. Seuraavaa lävistystä
04. Ekaa tatskaa
05. Hiusten kasvamista
06. Kutistumista
07. Seuraavaa tiliä
08. Et faija tulee himaan ja käydään hakee mulle kirppikseltä pari taulua
09. Ens syksyä

KAHDEKSAN INTOHIMOANI:
01. Suklaa
02. Pepsi Max
03. Irttarit
04. Shoppailu
05. Nyytit :P
06. Musiikki
07. Jätski
08. Kahvi

SEITSEMÄN PAHETTASI:
01. Ylidramaattisuus
02. Alkoholi
03. Materialismi
04. Mustasukkaisuus
05. Itsekriittisyys
06. Skeptisyys
07. Saamattomuus

KUUSI ASIAA JOTKA ÄRSYTTÄVÄT TÄLLÄHETKELLÄ:
01. Duuni
02. Sotku mun huoneessa joka ei katoa vaikka kuinka toivon
03. Yllättävä ylimääräinen maksu Englantiin
04. VR:lle ei käy kansainvälinen opiskelijakortti
05. Mutsi on mulle vihainen
06. En nää kavereita niin paljon kuin haluisin

VIISI ASIAA JOITA KOSKETAN JOKA PÄIVÄ:
01. Mun hiukset
02. Puhelin
03. Kahvikuppi
04. Pyörä
05. Vaatteet

NELJÄ PIIRRETTÄ JOITA VASTAKKAISESSA SUKUPUOLESSA KATSON:
01. Hiukset
02. Pituus
03. Silmät
04. Hymy

KOLME PAIKKAA JOISTA MINUT LÖYTÄÄ:
01. Lahden tori
02. Hima
03. Kaupat

KAKSI LEMPI HELLYYDENOSOITUSTAPAA:
01. Halailu
02. Hiusten hiplailu

YKSI ASIA JOKA MERKITSEE ENITEN:
01. Välittäminen

Eilen illalla menin Maiskille, se raukka oli vieläkin ihan kipeenä :( Katsottiin O.C.:tä johku melkein kahteen asti, ja aamulla kun herättiin niin jatkettiin taas :P En kyllästy siihen ikinä!<3 En haluu mennä huomen duuniin, kolmen päivän luksusloman jälkeen se tuntuu erittäin mahdottomalta. Varsinkin kun Maiski ei tuu ja jos se mun uusin ihailija taas siellä vartoo. :S Lol, en voi sille mitään, mutta mulla tulee siitä aina mieleen Ismo Soundboardin yks lause... :D Oon kauhee.

En jaksa kertoo Provinssista mitään, kivaa oli jeejee ja oli mahtibändei ja kaikkee oli kivaa olla känäs :D
Mutta.
Kui säälittävä mä oon.
Ja.
Duunissa riehuu yrjöepidemia. Kuolen. Mun onnella juhannus meneekin sit pää vessanpöntös, ihq!<3