Like I've lost something,
that makes me whole.
Like the earth I had beneath my feet,
had vanished under me.
That was the feeling,
what came after you.
All the despair that hit me,
was so full of helpless feeling.
I wanted to forget all,
names,
faces,
pain.
Hope that you ripped from me,
made me want only one thing;
all I thought,
was to get harvested by the reaper.