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"-- I know its stupid to feel as if I can relate. As if its the same. But some days, I feel like I could have understood what you were going through... with the fear of failing health and with love turning its back on you... with the whole world taking all you had and demanding more, even though it left you broken and drained... with one wrong turn that lead you to the jumping off point... Some days I wish I could have been there to tell you that it all evens out eventually... that even though the world is full of parasites... its not so bad when you put it all past you... I wish i could have been there to lie to you and tell you it was ok.--"

-Joji

Joji puhu Ian Curtisista mutta mulla tuli mieleen joku muu ja melkein pääsi itku...

ItÂ’s night right now.
ThereÂ’s something else you should be doing at the moment.
You ate chicken today.
You are lactose intolerant.
ThereÂ’s a nearby TV on.
Twilight is a horrible series.
YouÂ’re hungry right now.
You have worked out today.
Running a mile sounds awful.
You have a job.
You love to bake Christmas cookies.
Your parents are still together.
You woke up before 8 this morning.
Baths are better than showers.
You are 5’5” or shorter.
You hate British accents.
VictoriaÂ’s Secret is a good store.
Cats are better than dogs.
The 90Â’s sucked.
Your cell phone is right next to you.
Your favorite color is either blue or purple.
Your hair is short.
You are by yourself right now.
The last thing you drank was water.
YouÂ’re in your PJÂ’s right now.
Your hair color is natural.
Fred from Youtube is annoying.
You donÂ’t drink soda.
ThereÂ’s at least 20$ in your wallet.
ItÂ’s cold out.
Orange juice is better than apple juice.
You love someone right now.
Video games are awesome.
Your sheets are white.
You have read works by Shakespeare before.
YouÂ’re fat
YouÂ’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder.

You know someone in the hospital right now.
YouÂ’ve showered today.
You know someone who has beaten cancer.
Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear.
Chocolate is better than vanilla.
YouÂ’re allergic to peanuts.
YouÂ’ve never been to New York.
YouÂ’ve never been on a varsity sports team.
You want to go to Europe.
YouÂ’re using a laptop right now.
Plastic surgery is a good idea.
Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear.
YouÂ’ve made yourself throw up.
YouÂ’ve cheated on someone before.
You have a broken heart at the moment.
Your friends do drugs.
School is too early.
Your nails have nail polish on them right now.
YouÂ’re Italian.
You have a tan right now.
YouÂ’ve been on a diet before.
You shop in plus sized clothing stores.
Hot Topic is scary.
There are socks on your feet right now.
YouÂ’ve used a hair straightener.
Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.
YouÂ’re in VerizonÂ’s network.
Cheesecake is delicious.
Your BMI falls into the overweight category.
You have gotten your hair cut in the past month.
Your birthday is within the next 2 months.
YouÂ’ve been rejected.
Comedies are better than action films.
Math is the best subject.
You are fluent in more than one language.
You love Greek food.
You consider yourself a picky eater.
You have more than 3 pillows on your bed.
You live with your parents.
YouÂ’re happy right now.
You are a high school graduate.
You have a pet cat.
You were born before April 5th, 1991.
You have brown hair.
You have blue eyes.
Your last name is longer than 5 letters long.
You are in a relationship.
You can count to 20 in another language.
You have studied a foreign language.
You voted in the 2008 presidential election.
You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.
You have worked 3rd shift.
You have worked in a fast food restaurant.
You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.
You live in New Jersey.
You live in Montana.
You live in Pennsylvania.
Your last name begins with an ‘M’.
Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.
Your first name begins with an ‘S’.
You are older than 19.
You are younger than 16.
You are an only child.
Your parents are divorced.
You have more than one sibling.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a vegetarian.
You have a gym membership.
You are in the military.
You have a relative in the military.
You have been to Canada.
You have been to Mexico.
You have been to Europe.
You are currently enrolled in college/university.
You have done something you told yourself you wouldnÂ’t.
You have braces.
You wear contact lenses.
You have a tattoo on your ankle.
You have a tattoo on your wrist.
You have a tattoo on your lower back.
You have a tattoo on your upper arm.
You have a lip piercing.
You have a tongue piercing.
You have your nipples pierced.
You have your cartilage pierced.
You have curly hair.
You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You have children.
You are an aunt or uncle.
Your bedroom walls are blue.
Your bedspread is red.
Your bedroom carpet is beige.
You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.
You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.
You have lost your virginity before you turned 15.
You are bisexual.
You watch Scrubs.
You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.
You watch American Idol.
You have been to the movies within the last month.
You have cursed in front of your grandparents.
You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.
You actually pay attention to politics.
You have kissed someone within the last 5 months.
You have kissed three or more people this year.
You would kiss the last person you kissed again.
You were told you looked cute.
You were hugged yesterday.
Your best friend is the opposite sex.
You have paid more than $100 on one item of clothing.
You had a date to prom.
You are a good speller.
You are always on time.
You believe in karma.
You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.
You have thrown up within the last 6 months.
You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days.
You have spent the night at someone elseÂ’s house within the last 2 weeks.
You have been out of the country within the last year.
You love Chinese food.
You love Italian food.
You love Mexican food.
You love country music.
You love rap.
You love hip hop.
You love punk rock.
You love hard rock.
You love metal.
You love classic rock.
You love bluegrass.
You love oldies.
You love techno.
You love instrumental music.
You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.
You know someone younger than 10 who passed away.
You have/had stitches.
You have a parent who is a teacher.
You have a debit card.
You have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession.
You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.
You have broke up with someone for someone else.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been cheated on.
You are Catholic.
You are Mormon.
You are Buddhist.
You are Agnostic.
You wish at 11:11.
You have had your current job for more than 3 months.
You have had your heart broken.
You broke someone elseÂ’s heart.
You felt bad about it.
You have an Aunt Karen.
You have an Uncle Bill.
You have a cousin Sarah.
You have a cousin Adam.
You have worked with a Danielle.
You have ridden in a car with a Stephen.
You have hugged a Tiffany.
You have kissed a Blake.
You have had class with a David.
You have had a crush on an Emily.
You have dated a Derek.
You have been neighbors with a Hannah.
You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.
You have been to a cemetary at midnight.
You have been a vampire for Halloween.
You have been a witch for Halloween.
You have been a pumpkin for Halloween.
You have stayed up for 48 hours straight.
You have been to Walmart within the last 3 days.
You own a pair of scrubs.
You own a cowboy hat.
You own a leather coat.
You are missing someone right now.
You have been let down recently.
You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you.
You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.
You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.
You have met someone famous.

Aika lailla jenkeissä asuville tarkotettu näköjään mutta oh well, olipa tekemistä.

Lolitoista on melkein aina vain sellasia patsastelukuvia joissa posetetaan niin nätisti ja trallallaa, mie tykkään enemmän tilannekuvista! Kuva piknikiltä ko kaikki istuskelee juttelemassa ja syömässä kakkusia eikä huomaa kuvaajaa. Niitä mie tahon nähä lisää. Kuvia sieltä täältä ko käveleskellään ja hengaillaan ja istuskellaan kahvilassa tai kaverin kämpillä, höpötetään ja hassutellaan. Sellasia. Ei aina ah-niin-kauniita tarkasti suunniteltuja shootteja ja kaavoihin kangistuneita posetuksia.

Törmäsin tähän kuvaan äskön tumblr:ssa ja tuli semmonen *O_O woaah* -reaktio jostain syystä. voihan vamma ko kaunis akka ja kaunis kuva ja kaunis tunnelma ja kaikki.

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EDIT: tai haa! näin

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real

TUNTEELLINEN "Ei tää voi olla totta, itkettää taas"
(x) Minut saa helposti itkemään
(x) Saatan ottaa asiat liian raskaasti
(x) Itken heti, jos minulla on riitaa kumppanini kanssa
(x) Läheiset ihmiset ovat minulle tärkeitä
( ) Kerron usein muille, kuinka paljon heistä välitän
(x) Tunnen ihmisiä kohtaan joskus pientä sääliä
(x) Kirjoitan paljon tunteistani
( ) Puhun paljon tunteistani
= 6
KUUNTELIJA "Kyllä se varmaa siitä.."
(x) Kuuntelen mielummin kuin puhun
(x) Minulle kerrotaan paljon luottamuksellisia asioita
(x) Minusta ollaan sanottu, että olen hyvä kuuntelija
(x) Moni ihminen luottaa minuun
( ) En kauheasti puhu muista pahaa, koska olen vähän kaikkien kaveri
(x) Tuen ihmisiä
( ) Autan ja neuvon ihmisiä
( ) Olen usein huolissani ystävistäni
= 5
HILJAINEN/VETÄYTYVÄ "Hmm, nii.."
(x) Perussanasto: "joo, hmm, en tiiä, ei, öö.."
(x) Olen yleensä aika vetäytyvä
(x) En tykkää puhua isossa porukassa
(x) Minusta ei välillä oikein saa mitään selkoa..
(x) En puhu ihmisille, jotka eivät minua kiinnosta
(x) Saatan olla ehkä hiukan ujo..
(x) Sosiaalliset tilanteet tuottavat minulle ongelmia
(x) Jännitän yleensä puhuessani tai kertoessani jotain asiaa.
= 8
VITTUUNTUNUT "Ei @!#$, missä mun röökit on?"
( ) Minulla on usein huono päivä
( ) @!#$ vielä rankemmin kuin eilen..
(x) Aamut ovat minulle hurjan vaikeita
( ) En keksi mitään järkevää syytä aikaisille kouluaamuille
(x) Olen hurjan negatiivinen
( ) En nää yleensä asioissa hyviä puolia
(x) En usko parempaan huomiseen
( ) Tää testiki pisti vituttamaan..
= 3
PAHIS "Mulle sä oot yhdentekevä.."
( ) Mitä teen, sen tekevät muut perässä
( ) Poltan ja juon
( ) Minua ollaan sanottu tunteettomaksi
( ) Maailma on kasvattanut minulle erittäin kovan kuoren
( ) Olen ilkeä ihmisiä kohtaan, jotka ovat minua kohdelleet väärin
( ) Olen ilkeä ihmisiä kohtaan, joita en edes tunne
( ) En ole kamalan suvaitsevainen..
(x) Olen ehkä pikkuisen itsekäs
= 1
MASENTUNUT/ALAKULOINEN "En jaksa enää ees huutaa.."
(x) Minulla on todettu masennus
( ) Minulla on masennus, vaikkei sitä ole todettu
( ) Minulla on lukihäiriö tai jokin muu
(x) Olen usein surullinen
( ) Kuuntelen surullista musiikkia
(x) Menneisyydessäni on paljon ikäviä asioita
( ) Joku on satuttanut minua todella pahasti
(x) Masennukseni johtuu asiasta, mistä en ole kaikille muille edes uskaltanut puhua
= 4
POSITIIVINEN "Koitetaa piristyy, ei maailma tähä kaadu"
( ) Olen hurjan positiivinen
( ) Ajattelen asioiden positiivisia puolia
( ) Muita ehkä jopa hiukan ärsyttää positiivisuus
( ) Kun ystävältäni kysytään millainen olen, he sanovat että positiivinen
( ) Vaikka maailma olisi väärinpäin, kaikki sodat käynnissä ja jotkin muut asiat pielessä, yrittäsin ajatella positiivisesti
( ) Minusta negatiivisuus on yliarvostettua..
(x) Olen aina kamalan pahoillani asioista
( ) Yritän ehkä peittää positiivisuudellani jotain..
= 1
PERIAATETYYPPI/SUORAANSANOJA "Saanko sanoo suoraan.."
( ) Minulla on paljon periaatteita
( ) En yleensä poikkea periaatteistani
( ) Minulla on ollut jo aika kauan samat periaatteet
(x) Jonkun tarvii puhua suoraan..
(x) Inhoan ihmisiä, jotka eivät voi tulla sanomaan asioita päin naamaa
( ) Inhoan matkimista
( ) Minulla on vankat mielipiteet asiasta, enkä pelkää ilmaista niitä
(x) Yritän silti olla sovussa muiden kanssa ja sopia riidat
= 3

Mie oon Fluttershy :(

(Tää kertoo Simo Häyhästä, for your information.)

Almost night a crimson horizon painting thousand lakes red
As your army approach from the east a hunter is switching his prey
All alone a man with his gun wanders into the wild
Tracks you down you cannot hide once he's on to your trail

Enter the night a flash in the darkness White Death is heading your way
The fear of his foes a hero at home hundreds will fall by his gun

You're in the snipers sight
The first kill tonight
Time to die
You're in the bullets way
The White Death's prey
Say goodbye

After the dawn when morning is broken snow once white turn to red
Blood red snow tells what happened last night a tale of a sniper is born
Snow in mouth, hiding his breath he is steady at hand
Eye to eye target in sight the moment to fire has come

Hundreds of kills a man and his rifle embody the sisu of finns
Stay out of sight and cover your head
When he pulls the trigger you're dead

You're in the snipers sight
The first kill tonight
Time to die
You're in the bullets way
The White Death's prey
Say goodbye

Daddy said that I'm a good boy
Caus I always did his will
But I can't remember, was it me - how did I feel
I call'em family, but in the heart of hearts I know
There's something wrong with me, what can I do?
Mother said that I'm a good girl
I was always dressed to kill
But I can't remember, was it me - how did I feel
Now this is long ago
But Today I'm really sure
I don't wanna crawl no more
No I don't want to
I want to be all alone
(to be all alone)
(leave me all alone)
(I'm so lonely)
Sometimes I don't know what I prefer to be
(That's all that I can see)
So I burnt down the house of hate
The key to close the door
What a nice September
I found out it's not too late
It happened yesterday
But today I'm really sure
I don't wanna crawl no more
No I don't want to

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