IRC-Galleria

in kitee my friend don`t trust in me to take care of myself so they do it for me.. in every sitiuation.. In my home they trust in my bility to arrange my own life. witch one is worse?
In the town i don`t take care of anything, i just need to lay down and ruind things.. if i like to.. in my home i think twice before action.
Mabe it`s better when it`s no need to worrie (even if i worry), but i don`t need to show it. I just sit down and write it down. But when my letters find a reader, it is time to act (for them not me)... I just sit down.. Still i am young and i need to take care of myself (a little bit at least). I love few people in the town. How could i live without my "lovers"..
I miss them in my home..
They live in my dreams.. thank you but sometimes i need to make my decisions.

In my home, i have to take care of myself. Maby it`s the reason my life is kind of boring.. No, i was kidding..