IRC-Galleria

Oh please, don`t you see?
Foolish you are, dum i am.
Why is this so difficoult to cope with?
You see you are paranoid, almost like me.
I have people around me like you do.
Different one and not so close that you have.
They think of me and try to make me feel better.
I couldn`t survive without them.
You have that kind of people too.
But please don`t be so stupid.
See how time dresses me.
I don`t cry for you, should i?
I don`t want your lips against mine, should i?
I feel bad about the past, im sorry.
But let go then as you wish.
You think me as madly in love with you,
that is impossible.
It has been impossible for a long time,
and i think you know it.
If i did love you, i would`ve betrayed you.
I think it doesn`t belong in relationships.
I hate betray, i hate to be betrayed.
Look at forward and be adoult.
I am a child but i have to be more,
just to survive.
I don`t want you to think i hate you.
Someday you might get what i wanted to say.
But not now, not tomorrow.
I am 16 maby in october 17,
and i am already fish on the table.

Own to you who made me find my sexuality