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...Torstai 09.04.2009 20:40

"..I dumped you again
I don´t understand
it´s happened before
can´t take it no more...

...these foolish games
always end up in confusion
i´ll take you back
just to leave you once again...

...i died in my dreams
what´s that supposed to mean?
got lost in the fire
i died in my dreams
reaching out for your hand
my fatal desire...

...i´ve failed you again
´cause i let you stay
i used to pretend
that i felt ok...

...just one big lie
such a perfect illusion
i made you mine
just to hurt you once again..."

...Torstai 09.04.2009 20:27

"Fear of the dark, tears me apart
won´t leave me alone and time keeps running out

Just one more life, i´m so sick and tired
of singing the blues, i should turn my life around

Tell me why do i feel this way
all my life i´ve been standing on the borderline
too many bridges burned
too many lies i´ve heard.
I had a life but i can´t go back
can´t do that, it will never be the same again
and i know i don´t
have any time to burn.

They follow me home, disturbing my sleep
but i´ll find a place, place where they cannot find me.
Maybe i´m lost, and maybe i´m scared
but too many times i´ve closed the doors behind me.

Leave it all behind, cross the borderline.
Face the truth, don´t have any time to...
Don´t have any time to burn"

Huomenta.....Maanantai 06.04.2009 11:26

Aamun ankea herätys...Silmät sumeessa suunnistaa kahvinkeittimen ääreen...valkkaa kaikista suurimman mukin...täyttää sen tuhdilla kahvilla....kävelee hapuilevin askelin keittiön läpi eteiseen... kaappaa pari röökiä kouraansa...oven saranat narisee ja vinkuu...ääni käy korviin...tekis mieli repiä ovi saranoiltaan...kuistin lattia kylmä paljasta jalkaa vasten....vilun väreet kulkee läpi kehon...iso siemaisu kahvia...ensimmäinen aamun hatsi...nikotiini siirtyy vereen...se tuntuu pienenä pistelevänä aaltona käyden läpi verta kohisevat suonet...heräämis prosessi alkaa...aah...MIKÄ NAUTINTO!
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