IRC-Galleria

Someone please rip my mind in to pieces for I can't do it myself
Someone please tear my heart apart and make it cold as stone for I can't do it myself

My memories haunt me, my feelings make me howl
I try to move on but the triggers are everywhere

I see that I have adapted things I couldn't accept before
Why now when I have no reason anymore
I see that I have learned now that I've lost
Why now when I have no reason to hold that knowledge anymore
I see goddesses laughing at me
Enjoying the 1 000 000 000 pieces of a puzzle I can't solve anymore
Words of a random song can wake up so much

There's no going back
Only forward
Only tomorrow can erase the lust for the yesterday
But because I'm nothing and nothings got me
All I have is yesterday
And everyday I only wait for tomorrow

Why now when what was then has already been denied