IRC-Galleria

I'm hanging on a thread
So much in me feels sick but I only want
To confront
What's meant for me with a hint of dignity

Dreadful to see
A life lived as a slave for the industry
Smothered fantasies
Gone down the drain along with the poison running through the vein

I've felt the temptation
Pleasure gained by addiction
But I won't trade my pride for feeling good
I'll suffer just as much as I need to

(Chorus)
I'm not the one who's waiting for you
I won't give in, I belong to no one
I am not the one with a guilty conscience
But is it wrong to belong to no one

I learned the hard way
To appreciate myself too much to love
Unconditionally
But so much control has left a hole in me

Suspicions wear me down
I will never be completely free
I'm a servant
Of my obsession to question everything

I've felt the temptation
Happiness gained by illusions
But I won't deceive my mind with substitutes
I'll rather grow as much as I need to

(Chorus)

In the midst of chaos
On these decadent streets
I stand at the crossroads
Should I pretend or surrender?



Dying smiling faces, I
I see tears in joyful eyes
Silent screams carrying the sounds of bliss

There is no leap of faith
The choice ain't yours to make
For your mind can't own the purpose of soul

Under the ground I fly
To hide from the brilliant sky
Under my armor I cry

Doing it for the one who saved your life, I've done it all
Doing it for the one who stole your life
It all comes down, it all blows up
When I love the most I lose my touch
When I live the most I've already given up

Divine insanity
Sweetness in brutality
Chaos in the cradle of lost reality

I gave up everything
To find the soul within
Only to see the wonders of Nothing

Divine insanity
How it all could be
How it all should be