Every evening I find myself walking back home the same route
The time doesn't flow
It always takes the same from a to b
The same sights are not impressing
Rather depressing
Such is ones cycle of life
Rarely gets it different
What is it that keeps me going?
How come I am not dead already?
The beast is not in control yet its control is absolute
Cannot turn off the flame
The silent cries are continuous
Life is supposed to be everything
It feels like it's nothing
Everything seems meaningless (When you don't believe in afterlife)
Everything seems so futile (When you see it all as a synthetic cycle)
Should not compare
Should not think
Should just live
Should just enjoy
All the things I can't fulfill because
I broke out
All the things I can't fulfill because
I chained myself
Let me go
Let me go
Let me go
Let me go
Turning away in tears
The beast is chained
Turning away with fears
The beast curses and shouts
Everything would suffer
Everything should burn
Everything is to die
For if it has thought about it, it would fulfill the thought
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~So to say... Somebody just please... Please finish me... For the goddesses won't give me the chance... Nor does the chimaera submit...~
Oli kyllä hienosti kaadettu limppari työpöydälle, tuli vaan sellanen helvetin pien läntti eikä osunu miu huivii, ei näppäimistöö, ei menny lautasten alle. Siis sellanen täydellinen läntti mikä ei aiheuttanu mitään vahinkoa. =3
Ja olen pahis, tein ranskalaiset ja kananugetit pannulla ku ei oo uunia..!