IRC-Galleria

It starts with normal scenery
Nothing wrong everything so clear
I wish I could say I was alright and really mean it

A glimpse of here and there

It's like unstable napalm
Glint of light turns to spark
I find myself in the hell fire again

Melting blades and fire

The steel cuts feel
Initiating the burn
From the heated blade

Unrecognized hidden trauma

I shatter to pieces
I scream for the pain
I fall crying for there's nothing to gain

Key to open the Pandora's box

The fear, the sorrow
The fury, the pain
Take me by surprise, their coming untold

So I fall disabled

I wish I could say I was alright and really mean it
Nothing wrong everything so clear
It starts with normal scenery

I attack myself without a reason
Can't see what causes this treason
I wish I could say I was alright and really mean it
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~ So I find myself singing the song of the sirens. So I could fall asleep under the steaming shower. Wishing it would cleanse all this. Burn my skin away. I never felt like I confessed my feelings. Letting the words out didn't help. Doing something would just turn the daggers in the wounds for both. Last words were "I'm okay now". So I force believe them, I keep my oath. I dare not challenge Destiny... ~

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"I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky, like a bird so high, oh I might just try"
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~ Primary set: Riki < Ten < Me < Automaton
Control set positive: 1. Riki 2. Me 3. Ten 4. Automaton
Reverse set depression: 1. Me 2. Ten 3. Riki 4. Automaton
Sealed set lockdown: 1. Automaton 2. Ten 3. Me 4. Riki
When you hide your problems no one suspects a thing. When you scream them out loud you're laughed at, you're alright. I'm starting to give up hope for finding the sorceress, mastermind who is to control all of them. ~