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How's you

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You

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*Denied*

Wtf did I do wrong again?

Lopputunnari. Ota se, toista niin monta kertaa kahen tunnin aikana kun vaan voit. Sekoa.


TULI JUMALAUTA SELVÄKSI, ON HERTAN MAAILMA!!!!!!!!!



Saatana............... -_-'

Yea it was hard getting any sleep.

+ I had a nightmare. Bleagh better try to forget it. That was gross...

I don't know what in the hell is this feeling tonight. All of sudden I just felt sick. Totally bad, head just started tingling and feels like my guts would be thrown insideout. Wrists feeling stiff and numb like they were cut.
I drool like as if I was about to throw up. Something stuck in my throat. Feels like my nose would bleed.

It's not that I would've done anything abnormal. Just feeling purely shit. A total shutdown. Ahh hell... I hope I can sleep tonight...

It was fascinating thus I've never felt like that before, I was half full of joy and hope yet half of me cried. I felt so lonely, so lovesick, so sad. And other half felt at ease, smiling, happy for my cat came to slap me in the face because it wanted attention.

Feeling those 2 sides at the same time. I felt enlightened. It sounds bad, but it was kinda 1st night I felt at ease in my heart.


I don't know whether this had anything to do with my dreams since I sometimes see glimpses of the future. Then when I live through those certain moments I feel like getting kicked to the head. This time I fell on the ground and felt I couldn't rise. It's like having signal lost on TV, all black and white fuzz. Usually these dreams are hectic when there's something important to happen. Worst thing is. Usually it's just that I have to wait... Rarely I see the decisive points. I wonder if I'll see my death like that when my time is about to end. Seems like not yet for a long time.

Olin vain satunnaisesti selailemassa ja... No... Se sattui... :<

Nyt tiedän ministi miltä Frodosta tuntui Sormusten Herrassa.

Kävelin 3 km ees taas vain hakeakseni paperin joka pitikin sitten tulla kotiin täyttämään kun ei ollut kaikkea tarvittavaa infoa matkassa.

Frodollahan tämä ketutus on huomattavasti enemmän FFFF***** luokkaa koska hänen piti puoli maailmaa taivaltaa heittääkseen yhden ***** sormuksen johonkin tiettyyn ******** tulivuoreen.

I don't know wether I'm anxious or fearful for the day death will snap it's fingers on me.
I believe the thing itself exists and can be challenged as final when you die. Yet one can't say it is true, but when my time comes. I will challenge it... Prize unknown, but if I am to choose, I am to never be reborn again. I am to be sent in to perfect void and darkness. Where nothing will disturb me.

I see the clock in digits of three. Some say it means someone is thinking of you, some say every time from 111 222 333 .... 555 ... 1212 means a different thing. But I believe when you've seen 2 full circles. Day and night. It means time's up.
I feel curious. I feel anxious. I feel fear. I feel joy. I feel sadness. Most of all. It is the ultimate being I can prove myself to. If I'm to lose I'm to serve. If I'm to raise victorious, I'm to declare myself immortal.

I'm about to short ciruit
My heart feels like it's being ripped apart
Over and over again I scream
Break out
It's not over
Run through the endless night

Hot blood runs through my body
In the final instant when it all rots away
It's all over
Vacant fragments of dreams float up

I can never go back again
I can't remember anything
The more I struggle, the further I fall
My voice doesn't reach
I can't control this impulse

Give me your XTC
Make me feel it again
My body's getting hot
I scream your name in the dark
Give me your XTC
I don't want a false love
I'll accept the crime and punishment
Cut through the contrived fate, my blade

In the instant I unlaced my fingers
Hell or heaven?
My thought processes shut down
The threads connecting the scattered world
Seem like they're about to break

I turn my back on this ugly form in the mirror
Smashing my reason to bits
My flesh and soul won't return
Lost my soul

A traitor locked up
A tame mechanism
Destroy, overthrow
Burn it all down
I can't control this power

Give me your XTC
A feast of despair and desire
I hold my breath in order to live
And swim through the blood-tinged dark
Give me your XTC
Fall forever
Where instinct leads
Cut through my drifting soul, my blade

You struggle, crying
An angel who's lost their wings
No hope, no light
What are you thinking of now
At the ends of the earth?

Give me your XTC
Make me feel it again
My body's getting hot
I scream your name in the dark
Give me your XTC
I don't want a false love
I'll accept the crime and punishment
Cut through the contrived fate, my blade

Give me your XTC
A feast of despair and desire
I hold my breath in order to live
And swim through the blood-tinged dark
Give me your XTC
Fall forever
Where instinct leads
Cut through my drifting soul, my blade