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TenKaze

Loveless start ~ Loveless end.

[Ei aihetta]Torstai 04.10.2012 17:01

Ei hele mitä muroja, näitten pitäs vissiin kaikkien esittää tähtiä mut osa on hyvinkin ihmismäisiä. Jotenkin... Järkkyy... Kulholline nanoihmisiä ja hukkuu maitoo. Turpoo. Ja hukkuu. Ja turpoo. Ja tulee syödyks.
Oi voi Kelloggs... You made my day.

Huomenna pitää käydä kaupassa. Toivottavasti en levitä enää mahapöpöä. Jos vaikka aivastaisin pari kertaa HeVi osastolla... No okei, takin sisää.

Tää kuu tuleekin olee mielenkiintone tulevan kannalta...
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~ I don't want to go back... But I can't move forward either... I can't stop, because my heart still beats and my lungs get filled with air. If any was threatened the beast takes the control. I want the clock to stop...
~
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Mirror mirror, on the wall
I'm just someone with no self control
You don't know the real me, but you get a glimpse so you paint a picture
So vivid, but just so wrong

This little girl is broken this time
I've seen things no one should ever have to see
I paint a smile on to tell the world I'm doing fine
While everything I've known flies out the window

(Chorus:)
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation

Mirror mirror, on the wall
You see a girl with no self control
You ask what I want, it's complicated
The truth is, I don't know
I guess it's not enough to be there sometimes
But I've been dealt a hand no one should ever have to play
I guess I've really messed up this time
I'm too tired to fake the strength behind this lie

CHORUS

And now I sit here, all alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored:
That all you get from this moment, is all you gave to your past
And all you'll get from this moment, is what you gave to your past

I'm turning to the next thing
I laugh just for this moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
'Cause nothing is the same
Turning to the next one
Then we're laughing for the moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
I can not regain strength

CHORUS

And now I sit here, all alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored:
That all you get from this moment, is all you gave to your past
And all you'll get from this moment, is what you gave to your past
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~ Maybe I did lose the track of who I am... I've never felt truly MAN but since I'm a male I'm supposed to be... certain way... So I'm considered as a freak for just having long natural nails (especially good for self defense combat, but the situations are so rare...) and wearing heels sometimes because they feel awesome (Also quite combat handy)... And called freak for being in between of the extremes is... Odd...~
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Tämän taivaan alla
Kuun ja auringon
välissä olento on
käärmeen kasvot ja
rippeet enkelin

Sekö minusta
jäljellä enää on
missä olin ja
missä lentelin

Tuuli yltynyt hakkaa naruja lipputankojen
tuuli yltynyt käy yli puiden rankojen

Tämän taivaan alla tuuli puhaltaa
se hakee vertaistaan
ja pieni ihminen ristii kätensä
rukoillakseen
Mutta rukous on vain mutinaa tuulessa
ei sitä kukaan kuule ja
jos jostain joskus löytyy jumala
ei se lapsekseen, kuvakseen
minua tunnista

Unohduksen
sylistä nousee
raudanharmaalle
taivaalle

lintujen parvet
kun tuuli levittää
tomua
yllemme

Pelkään kuolemaa, ei kukaan kulje täällä vetten päällä
pelkään kuolemaa, ja pelkään elää täällä
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~ You don't make any sense when you say you want to be a hybrid... If you balance everything the outcome is worse than something that can be useful in 1 or 2 things. You'd be only decent for everything, but you won't surpass anyone. There's no space for such beings in this world. ~

[Ei aihetta]Keskiviikko 03.10.2012 18:19

Whee, vihreetä teetä ja lihapiirakkaa. Niin sairas yhistelmä et mahapöpöki lähtee kävelee. ><
Update 1826, 3.10
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Hyiii helvetti mikä aamu, sappinesteiden vaihtoa 40 minuutin välein aamu 0800 alkaen...
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...Tiistai 02.10.2012 19:25

Ei, päässä ei vippaa. Ei vippaa yhtään ei. Jäätelöauto veti talon ohi ja repesin kuollakseni.

(c) of Canadian-RainwaterMaanantai 01.10.2012 07:52

So I stumbled upon and found this Louis Depatis character hilarious

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I just can't help it... I'm laughing my ass off because this part of the character's personality fits mine perfect... Only thing I'm missing, is the makeup.
Hair is srs bsns I tell you ><

^Canadian-Rainwater^
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I should peel my skin off to see who there really is
To be a ghost or the Alice in the Wonderland
I'm caught like a sword in a stone

I want to sell my soul
So I could fly with a carpet and a butterfly
On to flowers big as whales

What comes of a mind without a peace
Exceedingly growling valour
Come reborn light

I have a fear and a golden key into the underworld
Phenomenal and worthy of reminiscence
A wall that guards the pleasure that you seek, yeah!

The prime of the unknown
Of pantheons I gloat
A night-time dream without a sleep
My pale white unicorn
We dwell behind these shores
The life I once had is no more!

What! I can see, I can taste is deserted air
All the dungeons are closed and forever sealed
Nobody knows where our needs have disappeared

I want to have what I just saw
I need to be where I belong
I can't be a drifter of these two!

What comes of mind without a peace
Could I keep my desire?
And the diamonds left to shine
I will defy!

The prime of the unknown
Of pantheons I gloat
A night-time dream without a sleep
My pale white unicorn
We dwell behind these shores
The life I once had is no more!

I'm bound into my fate
My wrath still leads the way
Yet I cannot give in my hope
This view is not a hoax
Somehow I can't expose
That I'm inside of the shrine of all!

I Won't leave without a fight!
I cannot stand the oncoming fall
None of this will you devour!
I won't stay in your forlorn
Don't you dare to question my belief!
I shall bloom when I decide
No, I won't feign in this pseudo colony!

The prime of the unknown
Of pantheons I gloat
A night-time dream without a sleep
My pale white unicorn
We dwell behind these shores
The life I once had is no more!

I'm bound into my fate
My wrath still leads the way
Yet I cannot give in my hope
This view is not a hoax
Somehow I can't expose
That I'm inside of the shrine of all, yeah!
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~ The golden fusion is what should be achieved, yet only the two extremes are visible. I always say I want the fight. But... The heavy resistance to come, would it really be worth it..? I wouldn't want to force my way... "It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others and believing in your own..."
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[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 30.09.2012 00:49

Hehehehehe tää oli vaan helvetin hauska
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Sitä paitsi. Ite kokkaan ainakin neljälle ja syön kolmen päivän aikana...
=,P

LockPerjantai 28.09.2012 19:17



Digital communication
Information deformation
Media manipulation
Character assassination
Nationwide intoxication
Socio-manipulation
The wonders of civilization? A generation victim to emotional decapitation

Yes, it's worse than it may seem
Machines create our dreams
We pretend that we are blind to find some peace of mind

Deny
Shut your eyes, keep living the lie
Deny
Like there's no tomorrow
Deny
Shut your eyes so you won't realize...
Deny
... there might be no tomorrow after all

Visual contamination
Electronic penetration
Technological temptation
Sexual degeneration
Synthetic imagination
Artistic demystification
Mind sedated isolation
A generation victim to emotional disintegration

Yes, it's worse than it may seem
Machines create our dreams
We pretend that we are blind to find some peace of mind

Deny
Shut your eyes, keep living the lie
Deny
Like there's no tomorrow
Deny
Shut your eyes so you won't realize...
Deny
... there might be no tomorrow after all

Yes, it's worse than it may seem
Machines create our dreams
We pretend that we are blind to find some peace of mind

Deny
Shut your eyes, keep living the lie
Deny
Like there's no tomorrow
Deny
Shut your eyes so you won't realize...
Deny
... there might be no tomorrow after all
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Suffering from bitterness
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively

Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it

This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare

A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare

This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease

Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it

This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare

A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare

I cannot control this

Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?
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~Everyday without a chain, without master, I get more and more certain. I don't belong in this world.
What happens to a loyal pet once its controller dies? It gets reckless and self destructive. Mind reaching toxicity stage it starts to kill itself.
A new worthy controller? I bet none exists.
~

[Ei aihetta]Keskiviikko 26.09.2012 17:37

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~Three friends go into battle, one is captured, one flies away, the one that is left, becomes a hero.~

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 24.09.2012 16:10

Pitää mennä keskustelemaan alan vaihdosta. Kweh~
Kun mitään ei voi tietää varmasti ellei yritä...
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[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 21.09.2012 12:15

*synchronization failure*

*calling manager*

*synchronization failure*

*reorganizing schedule*

*reactivate stasis*
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Blargh...
*herää*
*katsoo kelloa*
6:30... (On vielä aikaa nukkua...)
*herää uudelleen*
*katsoo kelloa*
8:30... (*facepalm*)
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Ens viikol pitää vetää aamullaa itteesää, escrimalla kalloo ja lähtee liikkeellee. Ensi alko ihan hyvin tuo koulun aikatauluu junttaamine, mut nyht tuli vähän takapakkia näköjään. En saanu itteeni eilen ylös ollenkaa... Noh... Kerkeen enkun tunneille. Kuka ne nyt haluais missata?

Only A SpiritTorstai 20.09.2012 21:12



I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow

[Chorus]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
And every second I waste is more than I can take!

[Chorus]

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
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~How important can a person be, for even in death, one's presence is so close you can feel the heartbeat~