I don't want to be in the way, and I'm always so sure that they have a lot more fun if I don't butt in. So, I try to be somewhere else and it makes me feel awful. I had a glimpse of what my life could be, but what it isn't and probably won't be.
So, to put it frankly, I've been spending a few years without any social life to speak of and now having some left me hungry for more. D:
että tälläistä tänne tänään.