Never been a girl who used to cry
Didn't show emotions, don't know why
Didn't wanna feel the dream inside
I guess...
But as the years kept going by
You came along and changed my mind
I should leave the past behind me
I should let you find me
Suppose to stay beside me
You're supposed to guide me
Trough the ups and downs
You were always gonna be around 'till the end
I still think we could
'Cause you and me we're good
And I tell you why this hurts: 'Cause I'm sober
And I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all those stupid things that love has put me trough
Even when I've had too much
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means I'm not drunk enough
So I pour my self another drink
Whenever I start to think about you
As I do, and I really don't want to
But sometimes memories just comes trough
And when I get there, to a place where I see you in a kitchen
As I'm wishing for that thing,
Don't need you, don't even wanna see you
And I don't wanna you to see me
You'd think that I was crazy
Might think that I wanna be close to you
But I rather wanna drink some whiskey
And maybe have a little sip of wine
'Cause right now it's the only thing that makes me forget you were mine
But right now I'm sober
I still think we could
I'm not drunk enough
'Cause you and me we're good
'Cause I'm sober