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I can´t feel anything.. why, tell me. oh why do i feel like this.. or feel is not the rigth word for it. cause thats the problem, ican´t. I feel numb in my whole body. incomplete, like something big would be missing from my soul and body. Please give it back to me, im starting to panic. it feels like my whole body is shivering cause im cold inside but the outside of me is warm. i don´t get it.. i can´t understand it, i cant get a grip of it..
Oh why.. Oh why..