I try to be that kind of girl you want.
But I don't even know what kind of girl you even want me to be.
But still I try my best & I don't care that I'm losing my mind or that I feel like I'm dying all the time.
I don't care those things. I want you to be happy & I want to make you happy.
But I have to say that this is hard, really hard.
Because of you.. sometimes I just want to die.
But I don't want to be weak.
No, not anymore.